Sep 26, 2006 01:08
so here's the thing.
I feel burdened with Daniel.
he's becomming so loose with his tongue, and I think I had him on a pedestal to where I viewed him as being stronger than the temptation to swear.
but he's not.
and he doesn't appear to care, either.
I feel this huge ball of stress inside of me, wanting him to realize how it makes him look to go about proclaiming of love of Christ and talking to people about salvation and then swearing to be funny.
he does. just like he adds in extra snorts to be funny.
it's not.
I need to let it go, but it's so hard.
God, take this away from me. It's not mine, and even if he said he wanted me to call him on it, I feel like he doesn't genuinely want that. So please take this weight from my shoulders, this uneasiness from inside of me. Place on him, Lord, so that he will realize the weight of his actions as a role model for others. God, I ask these things in your name. Please help me to realize that no matter what happens, it's always for you- it's not about me. All of you is more than enough for all of me.
I choose to trust in you, Lord. I choose to obey you. I choose to love you. Thank you for being the only constant in my life.
~Amen~