Today my day was going prettw well until I got some bad news. I found out that I did not get the Army ROTC scholarship to the Citadel. It almost killed me. I was so mad. I punched a steel door and lets just say the door is in better shape than my hand. The door has a dent in it but I broke two bones in my hand chipped the bone in my wrist and sprained my forearm. But all is well. I made the decision to enlist in the Army National Guard and go to school here in Raleigh at NC State. The great thing is that I will be a lot closer to Gabby. Just like she said she would be, Gabby was there for me to lean on today when I needed it. That scholarhip meant so much to me and when I found out that I didnt get it, it was like losing a family member. Gabby thank you so much for everything you do. It never goes unnoticed...even the small things. Thanks babe...