sitting on a side street...

Sep 11, 2004 22:22


I hate it when you think everything is going fine, and then it all blows up...right in front of you. Its like the world is laughing at you, and youre amazed at how stupid you can actually be...yeah, i really hate that...  And i hate it when they make me feel wanted, then throw me down and crush me. I hate the way some people look at me when i walk by. i hate loving the place i hate the most. i hate loving and not being loved. i hate always wanting things that are out of reach.i hate never feeling good enough... yeah i really hate that...

i wish i didnt have to pretend all the time. and i wish i could like who i wanted without being criticized. i wish i could be who i want without being shunned. i wish i didnt have to smile all the time just so people dont ask about me. i wish i could be who i am and not be followed. i wish i could follow through and not fuck it up.  i wish i didnt have to look into the future all the time. i wish a dream could really come true. i wish i could be alone sometimes. i wish i could walk in a circle, instead of a line. i wish.....that i could wish freely...

i bet youre happy
since you have someone
i bet youre happy
thinking youve won
i bet your happy
there in her arms
yeah i bet youre happy...
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