I broke up with Tim last night. It was a long time coming. I just wasn't in love with him anymore. I couldn't do it anymore you know? This whole week I have had the flu but I think the being sick to my stomach was just in my brain, because I'm feeling better already. Ugh. I know I'm horrible. I'll post more later.

It has been so long since I made an entry. Its like I was dead or something. I've been bogged down with school work, movie magic, spring dance performances, and my friends. Swan Lake was an interesting experience that I will never forget. On opening night, Carrie hurt her ankle, and I got thrown into Odile. It was amazing. On Saturday, Eliza told ( Read more... )

So this hasn't been the most stellar week. It started off with Monday, the five year anniversary of my mother leaving my family. Its been five years! Five years since my mother said I love you, five years since I've had a mom to call when I get in a pickle. I've grown up, I've matured, and I've dealt with so many anger issues towards her its not ( Read more... )

I have never led an exciting life, I don't think I ever will. I've always rejected the idea of doing drugs because thats not who I am, and its still not who I am. My whole life is based around what is responsible and appropriate. Sometimes I wonder if my life would be more exciting if I had been more reckless and careless. If I hadn't had given a ( Read more... )

It has been forever since I've posted. It has been so great and amazing out and oh my god I love it. I went to Tim's regatta on Sunday and it was really fun. I woke up at 3:45am and took a shower, and then they picked me up. We drove out to Lake Steven's and the crew team got to work. I just kinda sat there as they rigged the shells up for the ( Read more... )

My birthday is on the 27th, and I am so excited. I turn 18 and I just am so happy. I don't really have anything to talk about other then being loaded down with homework and trying to survive. But I finally got some pictures of Tim! They are a little over a year old, and taken at the regatta that I am going to this Sunday.


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So this whole week has been a blur of sad things, spending money, working, and then trying to do homework. On Wednesday, Tim picked me up from ballet and had daffodils that he picked for me. He is a gentleman and he opens up the door of his truck for me to get in and out of and I love it. I am falling in love with him at just the right pace. YAY ( Read more... )

My day was horrible. Ballet was a giant downer and I cried. Work was great. I love my job. Marya is back for spring break, so I have been enjoying working with her. She goes back to western tomorrow :( she is so fun to work with. Well, my job is great. Everyone I talk to at work is amazing and we share stories and I recommend movies and people take ( Read more... )

Today it really hit me how much I like Tim. He is so sweet to me all the time and is always there and doesn't care how I look and his breath tastes like skittles! Hehehe I love this new relationship feeling. Today at dance I got my ass kicked. Kimmy taught so I was already panting before we got to barre. I did as much as I could but half way ( Read more... )

Today was the first day of my last trimester of high school. I didn't get to see Tim before he went to bio, but I at least went to school. My new art class is interesting. Today we had to draw a self portrait and mine came out like some tiny asian woman. I'm not done with it yet though, so I'm hoping I can make it look better tomorrow ( Read more... )