You don't get something from nothing
Make it stop!!! For the past few days both my intellect and emotions have been in warp-speed. It makes me act crazy--out of control. If only I could talk about what has been bothering me. But what do you do when resolving your own problems could result in hurting a person you love? It doesn't seem fair that I can't get over it, and yet it wouldn't be fair for him if I put this on him now. Plus, I have come to think that I wander out of the realm of "reality" and into "make-believe" all too fast. I know time is supposed to heal all wounds, but what if that isn't the case? Maybe I have been waiting for time to take care of something that I just never had the balls to make happen. Perhaps I am not supposed to have what I want, but then how do I get dark-colored stains off the seat of my emotions?