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[grotesquekisses]

Ok, this is the most ironic thing that has happened in god only knows how long. This is so weird. The person who I mentioned in my first entry of today(which you all should read if you care what I have been up to)just talked to me like 3 hours later. This person was a big part of my life. I saw them everyday at school, then I would go to where they worked, and would always be with them everytime I had the chance. They used to save their breaks so when I would show up, they would be with me. We had the most wonderful conversations, and the only fights we would get into were over music.Ha, we just did a little while ago. Its like the good old times. That person got me into going to the maxx, some of the music I listen to and other stuff. I still to this day can not listen to a craddle of filth song or dimmu boggir song with out thinking of them. We used to always look at their artwork, and stuff. They were so talented. I remember being in the senior art show for like 2 times, and both times, they mentioned them, and used their art as examples. They were just so wonderful, in so many ways. But then there were problems. They made some promises to me, and didn't always keep them. And then, the worst thing happened. They just walked out of my life completely. Without even a good bye. What the FUCK!!!!??? You spend a year and a half with them and they just leave you? Thats it? Their best friend told me they were gone, and were never coming back. Its been a year since i even seen or heard from them. They left me at the very begining of my junior year. I never mentioned this person because I wanted to make it like they never existed. The only friend who knows of this person is Harrison because he was there when all this took place. and now, out of the blue, i had a sudden hour and a half conversation with them. It was indescribable. It was so wonderful and so bad at the same time. I felt like my heart was filled with hate and filled with love. It was just so weird. I also find it weird that I have been thinking of them a lot over the past few days, and the day I mention them, they contact me. Is it maybe because its been a year that i have not seen them, or heard from them? Did they realize that too? This is so strange, and ironic its not funny.

and yes, harrison. It was who you are probably thinking.
I talked to Chris. I TALKED TO CHRIS!!!!!