man *sigh*
So yeah you guys know now and i'm just blah. like i feel bad and then i don't well actually i do feel bad. i miss him guys i really do and i don't know what to do. like yesterday i saw him when i was going to work and yeah well i saw him and seriously i was so happy to see him and now i don't know what to do now. and the whole thing with gus is just going nowhere. and with alex i see him every great once and a while. and i don't know i'm just *sigh* i don't know. well yeah i'm gonna go noww well bye.