Uplifting Me
I haven't used this in over a year, but its time to show the future me and other that I am in a good place now.
I revisited an old post of mine from 12.01.09, I couldn't help but find it and read it, and then fall apart in my tiny kitchen. But the tears have washed away and I have things that are wonderful now to look forward to.
My beautiful son will be 3 this year and is perfect. Although currently he's lying on the floor with a comfort towel in his mouth playing with a bus.
We get child support now, which helps me pay for things for both Nicholas and myself.
I am finally fixing my broken teeth, too long I have been hiding them away, and dealing with the pain. So far I have fixed 4, 2 were root canals. I have 2 maybe more to go but I getting them fixed. And being able to talk about them, being super shy made it so hard for me to talk about them.
In early 2012 I went to see a movie with a new friend, it was Underworld Awakening (fairly bad B grade movie), and I met a man called Paul. Who bought me a lemon meringue pie slice at a coffee shop. And I joined a role-playing group. Paul was also a member at this group and came to some other events.
One day at one of our gaming sessions I noticed he treated Nicholas in a positive way, which made me look at him closer.
Good Friday was to be another gaming session and I had arranged baby free time, and I managed to arrange to end up in Paul's car to go to this event. Of course I wore the shortest skirt I owned(plus leggings cause I wont go without). He got "lost" going there and we chatted nicely. I had a wonderful time and he dropped me home late at night. I would've liked to drive around more but my insides were hating me.
I felt pretty good towards him and sent him a Facebook message saying as much.
A week later we arranged a double date. It was perfect.
We spent a weekend with the gaming people in Robe, which was good.
He has the most beautiful eyes, it took me a very long time to see them, so pretty.
He cares for my son, and me.
He's just as evil as I am, maybe a bit more.
I'm planing a baby free time in mid April for us. I can foresee lots of happiness for me in the future.
I revisited an old post of mine from 12.01.09, I couldn't help but find it and read it, and then fall apart in my tiny kitchen. But the tears have washed away and I have things that are wonderful now to look forward to.
My beautiful son will be 3 this year and is perfect. Although currently he's lying on the floor with a comfort towel in his mouth playing with a bus.
We get child support now, which helps me pay for things for both Nicholas and myself.
I am finally fixing my broken teeth, too long I have been hiding them away, and dealing with the pain. So far I have fixed 4, 2 were root canals. I have 2 maybe more to go but I getting them fixed. And being able to talk about them, being super shy made it so hard for me to talk about them.
In early 2012 I went to see a movie with a new friend, it was Underworld Awakening (fairly bad B grade movie), and I met a man called Paul. Who bought me a lemon meringue pie slice at a coffee shop. And I joined a role-playing group. Paul was also a member at this group and came to some other events.
One day at one of our gaming sessions I noticed he treated Nicholas in a positive way, which made me look at him closer.
Good Friday was to be another gaming session and I had arranged baby free time, and I managed to arrange to end up in Paul's car to go to this event. Of course I wore the shortest skirt I owned(plus leggings cause I wont go without). He got "lost" going there and we chatted nicely. I had a wonderful time and he dropped me home late at night. I would've liked to drive around more but my insides were hating me.
I felt pretty good towards him and sent him a Facebook message saying as much.
A week later we arranged a double date. It was perfect.
We spent a weekend with the gaming people in Robe, which was good.
He has the most beautiful eyes, it took me a very long time to see them, so pretty.
He cares for my son, and me.
He's just as evil as I am, maybe a bit more.
I'm planing a baby free time in mid April for us. I can foresee lots of happiness for me in the future.