Feb 22, 2006 00:03
i feel like shit..... and its not just a typical bad day.... things just all went wrong.
my mind is just going crazy with whats going on. and what have i done with the rest of my life.
i cant believe it
stupid stupid things.... untill last night i had no thoughts about it untill i had a dream last night which felt so real and olivia said that dreams like that can be ur bodies warning signals. and im freaking out. im absoloutly scattered. i dunno if im going crazy or not. what will i do about skool, my parents, my life.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
im like dizzy with my thoughts and i cant keep still and i kep getting shivers all over.
i cant believe im so stupid.