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ok, today was my first day of year 12..... it was exhilerating!!!! but at the same time rather dull. (confussing ey!) sitting here at 1.14 am smoking at my window hoping i dont stink out the house. cause il get my arse kicked if the house smells like smoke. Jesus i have skool in the morning but im not at all tired yet, i am struggling to get my sleeping patterns back to normal hell hardcore.
i had bio today, my only subject for the day and it was my most dreaded!!!!! and what makes it even worse is that i have mr geers!!!!!! AHHHHHHH..... we have a long history or dissagreeing with each other and me getting kicked out of class. i mean i know that ms sharkey isnt the greatest teacher but still, me and her dont fight, and im used to her teaching methods and having to get used to mr geers will suck.
i also got ms cross for english, which is ok i guess, i dont really like her, but shes soooo much better than ms dickinson (sorry ne one who likes her but me and her have BAD history)
i spose one of my biggest challeneges this year will be to learn objectivly, my shrink says thats im to much of an emotional learner, if i dont like the teacher i wont respect them and i wont listen to the work. i know thats me! but i have to promise myself that if i start having tiffs with teachers i will just put my head down and read from the book, and if worst comes to worst ill get another teacher to help me if i need it that bad.
im just shocked im even here, in year 12. i still think of myself as a year 10, and im pretty sure ill stay that way for a while. i dunno. ive like clicked to writing 2006 and year 12, and even remembering im 17, but in my mind i will always be the 15 year old year 10.
damn, my room smells like smoke! cummon air con.... make it go away!!!
oh it was an awesome start to a new year (sarcasm oozes!) supposedly i got busted smoking on the way to skool this morn in my car (fucking loser teachers, as if they watch the cars going past, its complete bullshit) im just hoping theyll look past it cause it was in my car and no one could identify my uniform.
Dan if u read this can u gimme a call at about 2.30 tomorow about tomorow night!!!! dont wanna call u now seeing as its currently 1.25 and i wont call in the morn cause ull be asleep!!!!!!
what are u guys all doing this week without me (how selfish does that sound)
missing holidays already but year 12 is actually kind of interesting atm. its kinda facinating. all these new things.
im confused
love kathy
(gunna try force myself to ZzZzZzZzZzZzZ!!)
i had bio today, my only subject for the day and it was my most dreaded!!!!! and what makes it even worse is that i have mr geers!!!!!! AHHHHHHH..... we have a long history or dissagreeing with each other and me getting kicked out of class. i mean i know that ms sharkey isnt the greatest teacher but still, me and her dont fight, and im used to her teaching methods and having to get used to mr geers will suck.
i also got ms cross for english, which is ok i guess, i dont really like her, but shes soooo much better than ms dickinson (sorry ne one who likes her but me and her have BAD history)
i spose one of my biggest challeneges this year will be to learn objectivly, my shrink says thats im to much of an emotional learner, if i dont like the teacher i wont respect them and i wont listen to the work. i know thats me! but i have to promise myself that if i start having tiffs with teachers i will just put my head down and read from the book, and if worst comes to worst ill get another teacher to help me if i need it that bad.
im just shocked im even here, in year 12. i still think of myself as a year 10, and im pretty sure ill stay that way for a while. i dunno. ive like clicked to writing 2006 and year 12, and even remembering im 17, but in my mind i will always be the 15 year old year 10.
damn, my room smells like smoke! cummon air con.... make it go away!!!
oh it was an awesome start to a new year (sarcasm oozes!) supposedly i got busted smoking on the way to skool this morn in my car (fucking loser teachers, as if they watch the cars going past, its complete bullshit) im just hoping theyll look past it cause it was in my car and no one could identify my uniform.
Dan if u read this can u gimme a call at about 2.30 tomorow about tomorow night!!!! dont wanna call u now seeing as its currently 1.25 and i wont call in the morn cause ull be asleep!!!!!!
what are u guys all doing this week without me (how selfish does that sound)
missing holidays already but year 12 is actually kind of interesting atm. its kinda facinating. all these new things.
im confused
love kathy
(gunna try force myself to ZzZzZzZzZzZzZ!!)