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hey yal,
well life and its reprocussions seem to have had a feild trip with my life recently, sexual inuendos between friends seems to be creeping to a level which is WRONG!!!!!
im so incredibly confused about everything thats going on. things have happened that at the time i thought yer thats ok, its not so bad, but i feel like i took advantage of the situations. my entire life has been turned into a complete topsy turvy rollercoaster, my emotions are so far up all over the place. all my relationships with everyone have been thrown around like scrambled eggs in a frying pan. i dont understand. i mean not only have many drunken fuked up nights occured which have left me a little.... creeped out by my own stupidity. but i keep hearing peoples opinions about my relationships with my friends and how much they think we should be together and its just so akward and rude i think.
FUCK
god i just dont want things to change, i want them to go bak to how they were a week ago and be normal and not complicated and not fucked up.
i just feel stupid
everything is so up in the air i cant handle facing ne one
well life and its reprocussions seem to have had a feild trip with my life recently, sexual inuendos between friends seems to be creeping to a level which is WRONG!!!!!
im so incredibly confused about everything thats going on. things have happened that at the time i thought yer thats ok, its not so bad, but i feel like i took advantage of the situations. my entire life has been turned into a complete topsy turvy rollercoaster, my emotions are so far up all over the place. all my relationships with everyone have been thrown around like scrambled eggs in a frying pan. i dont understand. i mean not only have many drunken fuked up nights occured which have left me a little.... creeped out by my own stupidity. but i keep hearing peoples opinions about my relationships with my friends and how much they think we should be together and its just so akward and rude i think.
FUCK
god i just dont want things to change, i want them to go bak to how they were a week ago and be normal and not complicated and not fucked up.
i just feel stupid
everything is so up in the air i cant handle facing ne one