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i crashed my car
(i thought wed get the obvious out of the way)
i found i have a new appreciation for my life
i cried wen deng came to our class to say good bye to us..... what am i gunna be like on thurs and even worse..... next year!
i the prospect of next year is daunting me at the moment
fuking i have 13 assignments due in the next 2 weeks...... ALL SUMMATIVE!!!!!!!!!!!
damnit my ears are itchy
the next 2 weeks r gunna be hell.... 3, and 5 are the worst...... i really shud be doing some of the homework thats due instead of being on here
i think im still in a little shock from the accident..... the more people i tell the more i think about it and the more i realise i could have died. its made me so lathargic. and i realised that i shud never ever leave the house being angry...... or go to bed watever....... cause it cud easily be the last time i ever see them.
i was thinking about it a few days ago, but i sat in class and me and someone just hypothosized what would happen to different people after skool..... like in 20 years time. and then we got mor specific saying who we thought wud be dead..... and i realised..... in 20 years, theres gunna be people i know, dead.
and also we hypothosized that next year there wud prolly be atleast 4 suicides (or attempts)
kinda scary hey
ne who
tah tah