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wow.
another year is coming eh?
its crazy...
i guess 2005 was pretty good.
* got a amazing boyfriend
*still have an AWESOME best friend in Canada
* got to visit my friends in Winnipeg
* etc....
but hopefully things in 2006 will be even better.
i can't wait to be done with high school. i like hate everyone at my school. like sure i have friends but there not my "real friends" i look at these people and think " wow i dont even like you, and when high school is done i'm never gonna see you again"
i wonder what my life would be like if i had stayed in Winnipeg... Who would i have dated? Who would still be my friend? etc...
I guess in many ways this move to tampa, made me grow as a person, i'm different then i was in winnipeg. but at the same time i'm the same...
Because i dont have that many good friends i have more time to focus on what i want to be when i grow up, i already have a couple of colleges i would like to go to in mind, and i have had some colleges interested in me. So i guess thats pretty cool.
James and i aren't fighting anymore. woot.
And that leads me to James. Am i gonna be with him forever? or is there someone else? Life is crazy. I want/ will come back to Canada one day, but will he come too? Is there someone in Canada for me? or what? why can't i know the answer to these questions! oh well.