Jan 28, 2005 15:53
No shit! I am gonna outta the hiz~ouse wearing nothing more than a whisper of clothing tonight for rocky..... Hrm? Vanity or practicality? Think i shall also wear a coat, and just deal with the artic. Hopefully I return home with all the body parts I started out the day with.. :)
Not much to report on the days events. So far, I donated, went to JcPenny's for stockings (decided black thigh highs were the way to go) and then ran through the walmart for a bit of groceries.
I have been cogitating on some things lately though. I wonder why the hell my relative happiness causes so many folks to raise their eyebrows? They either think I am a big fake, or just plain crazy. Why is it that someone simply diciding to try to find their own center/contentment causes so much disbelief?
Is the world we live in really that downtrodden and jaded that others don't want to accept a happy person? Have I suddenly without my knowlege become a minority?
I decided a while ago that I wasn't going to allow anyone affect my peace. I can (and do) choose to seperate from unwarrented drama.. I consciously made the decision to try to find the contentment and love in my life whereever I could, and that has done wonders for my outlook.
Yet it seems, I keep hearing folks asking me "what are you so happy for"? And "why are you so perky".. and the like.
I started asking them right back "Why do you choose to be so miserable"?
Today alone i had 2 different people look at me in total shock at that question! Yet it is a valid, and very real query... Why DO folks choose negativity and unhappiness when you can usually choose to look at things in a positive light?
Left to do today is all the normal preshow stuff. Gonna take a long bath, laden with bath oils to soften the skin. I am all dried out and looking pitiful. Then it gonna be all about havin some dinner and enjoying the boys.. Later, after bedtime I will finish the preparations and head out. Hopefully my hair cooperates!
Does anyone know exactly when they are gonna start the show tonight? I don't want to get there too damned early and turn into a Hopie~cicle.. :^)
Have a good one. Play fair, and be nice to someone today!