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It's been three days since the accident. I'm still very shaken up. I keep thinking to myself how more worse it could have been. I mean for God sakes, my buddy flipped his car and I sustained the same injuries as I would have back in the day when I was fooling around in parking lots riding in shopping carts. True, I was beaten up pretty bad, but the thing I cannot get over is I didn't die. Too be honest after I came too, I was waiting to die ... I was buried in snow and broken glass, and I was just waiting to slip away because I really had no idea that I had minor injuries ... it's true, they say your life flashes before your eyes ... mine did. My first thought was - " Oh my God, I'm not going to be able to say goodbye to my girlfriend .... "
Then I looked over at my friend and I saw him laying there, he was awake and fine, but I realized I could have lost my best friend, my brother .... I think a lot of people don't understand how intense it was because they didn't see the car, or see it happen, and I don't think they realize that my friends are my family .... my girlfriend is my life, without them ... I would be lost because my parents and I rarely speak ......
I'm still in shock. I'm in a lot of pain. But I am alive, and I don't understand why ... all I know ( and I truly believe ) someone was watching over my friend and I. And who ever you are, where ever you are .... I just want to say thank you ....
Then I looked over at my friend and I saw him laying there, he was awake and fine, but I realized I could have lost my best friend, my brother .... I think a lot of people don't understand how intense it was because they didn't see the car, or see it happen, and I don't think they realize that my friends are my family .... my girlfriend is my life, without them ... I would be lost because my parents and I rarely speak ......
I'm still in shock. I'm in a lot of pain. But I am alive, and I don't understand why ... all I know ( and I truly believe ) someone was watching over my friend and I. And who ever you are, where ever you are .... I just want to say thank you ....