trouble
last week i got in so much trouble with the family, and to top it off friday i got another drinking ticket {when i wasnt even drunk} grrr im so pissed at myself for doing stupid shit so now i have to wait for the info to come in the mail and i know i have to go to court for that and i will probally have to do some kind of out patient thing so im not going to be in portland till i get all this shit cleared.. and i got fired because i didnt go in two morning but w/e i wanted to quit anyways... so i have to find another job to pay for my other 2 tickets and i am so lucky that they dropped all charges for the vandalism thing.. and some time this week i have to call the evidence department so i can get my docs back.. grr i briong this shit on myself and i think thats what makes me sooo mad. i have to stop doing stupid shit and thjink ahead.. w/e ill be in portland this summer for sure.. im just going to have to wait.. plus my sister decided she isnt going to move back till july 3 blha.. im off i have a lot of school work to do.