Apr 23, 2009 15:27
I'd like to put on the brakes and get off this ride, but I can't.
I have to get over the fear of crashing.
I'm just trying to do as much as I can each day. I want to be able to do so much more.
My friends - I miss you. Someday soon I won't be spending hours each day writing on my laptop.
I'm scared for when that day comes. I think I'm going to be overwhelmed with free time.
I need to start making positive decisions now for how I'm going to use it.
Because I'm tired of feeling like I'm playing catch-up. I'm tired of reacting.
I know it's all going to work out. I'm excited for what's next.