Life updates
Decided to post my big long life update here rather than my FA. Although a lot fewer people will see this here, this is a journal site vs an art site.
So, life. I've been more and more stressed lately with life taking me towards the crazy side of things. I'm increasingly running into more and more small problems and finding ways of solving them is sometimes difficult and requires compromise. This summer, I went to AC and Camp Fire Tails, which were both fun, but neither felt like the con experience I used to enjoy. I hate to say it, but I feel like I'm kinda losing steam in this fandom. My suit work is slowing down, I'm losing motivation, and I feel like I almost kinda wasted my summer in some ways. Either way, school is starting for me again tomorrow and I'll once again become insanely busy for 4 months. Gonna push myself to get more suits made in my free time and hopefully have something done for RF. Another thing that weighs heavily on my mind is paying off a suit I've commissioned. It's not cheap but it's worth every penny IMHO and I'll prob have to start making some major cutbacks on spending, which is totally OK since school will keep me busy enough to not go to every event. I've got several secret projects on the horizon that I'm also very excited about, some more public than others, some only myself or a very select few know about. I'm gonna take school as a good way to try to normalize my life again by spending more time at home with my family, spending less, and trying to take care of those small problems in my life. I'll also try to be more active again on social networks like twitter to stay connected with friends throughout my long and busy days. As hard as life can be, I've got a realistic goal that I am slowly getting closer to and I thank all my wonderful friends and family for being there with me every step of the way.
Also, who the hell even reads this crap anymore? :P I guess it's just a good way to get what I'm thinking off my mind, even if this ends up being a personal journal kinda deal. Anyways, I'm off for now, gotta wake up in 6 hours X_X
So, life. I've been more and more stressed lately with life taking me towards the crazy side of things. I'm increasingly running into more and more small problems and finding ways of solving them is sometimes difficult and requires compromise. This summer, I went to AC and Camp Fire Tails, which were both fun, but neither felt like the con experience I used to enjoy. I hate to say it, but I feel like I'm kinda losing steam in this fandom. My suit work is slowing down, I'm losing motivation, and I feel like I almost kinda wasted my summer in some ways. Either way, school is starting for me again tomorrow and I'll once again become insanely busy for 4 months. Gonna push myself to get more suits made in my free time and hopefully have something done for RF. Another thing that weighs heavily on my mind is paying off a suit I've commissioned. It's not cheap but it's worth every penny IMHO and I'll prob have to start making some major cutbacks on spending, which is totally OK since school will keep me busy enough to not go to every event. I've got several secret projects on the horizon that I'm also very excited about, some more public than others, some only myself or a very select few know about. I'm gonna take school as a good way to try to normalize my life again by spending more time at home with my family, spending less, and trying to take care of those small problems in my life. I'll also try to be more active again on social networks like twitter to stay connected with friends throughout my long and busy days. As hard as life can be, I've got a realistic goal that I am slowly getting closer to and I thank all my wonderful friends and family for being there with me every step of the way.
Also, who the hell even reads this crap anymore? :P I guess it's just a good way to get what I'm thinking off my mind, even if this ends up being a personal journal kinda deal. Anyways, I'm off for now, gotta wake up in 6 hours X_X