Chapter 9: Night’s Intoxication
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~Softly, deftly, music shall surround you ...
Feel it, hear it, closing in around you ...
Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind,
in this darkness which you know you cannot fight -
the darkness of the music of the night.~
I drifted in and out of sleep, until finally I felt a gentle whisper at my ear, “Tommy….?”
I mumbled something unintelligible and snuggled into Adam’s arms. I vaguely knew it was Adam who was trying to wake me up. And then my uber hot boyfriend chuckled and said, “If you don’t wake up honey, I’m going to have to make you wake up.”
I blinked a bit sleepily and owlishly looked up into Adam’s eyes. His face was so close to mine and I could smell his soft cologne… just a hint of spice… and a hint of sandalwood. My favorite scent in the whole wide world. “What?” I mumbled, still trying to get my bearings.
Adam smiled and kissed me gently on the nose. “Unless you want me to fuck you into the couch, I suggest we go to my room?”
That woke me up faster than if Adam had thrown a bucket of ice water over my head. My eyes grew wide and my body soon turned itself on. Completely.
I then smirked and kissed my lover. On the lips. On the cheeks… on that wonderful scar. And on his eyelids. I kissed him so many times and he couldn’t help but giggle I guess. He snorted and finally growled softly, his eyes hooded with desire. “You are soooo trying my iron will.”
I couldn’t help but waggle my eyebrows at that one. “Iron, hmmm? Why don’t we test that theory?” I trailed my hand down his silk shirt covered chest and graced onto the waistband of his pants.
Usually Adam stopped my hand before I could take things further, but not this time… do my delight. I wasn’t going to have another seemingly endless night with blue balls it seemed. And with Allen out of the way and the whole crew on our side… Adam and I wouldn’t have to worry about interruptions… or me having to get up at the crack of fuckin’ dawn for a pointless rehearsal.
So Adam could have his merry way with me and I wouldn’t have to worry about anything… at all.
I gently graced my hand over his clothed erection and heard him intake a gasp sharply. But his vocals… those hot, sensual vocals… didn’t start playing until I cupped and palmed his arousal. Adam moaned throatily and shuddered under my touch, growing harder if that was even POSSIBLE.
I mean, I knew from the light brushes and rubs that Adam was well hung, but I didn’t know he was THIS well hung. I licked my lips despite my slight fear of the situation. I’d never been with a guy before… ever. So I had no clue what to do. I just knew what I liked from girls… giving me blowjobs and stuff.
“Tommy….” Adam hissed out in a jagged breath.
Guess I must have been doing something right. I dunno… I was kind of fixated with stroking Adam like this. It felt kind of private… like it was an incredibly intimate act… something that was almost sacred. Adam seemed to understand, for he let me touch him for a few endless moments before he finally stiffened and uttered hoarsely, “Baby… I need you to stop… otherwise… I won’t be able to come in that fuckin’ cute ass of yours.”
I blushed hotly and withdrew my hand. I buried my head into his neck, waiting silently while he calmed down.
Finally he seemed to get control of himself and he managed to get up, pulling me with him. I blinked, suddenly off balance. He then just up and picked me up, his hands under my hips and back to keep me in place. Feeling really awkward straddling a walking Adam, I looked around, blinking curiously.
When he got to the bedroom, he lay me on his bed, and started unbuttoning his silk shirt. I nearly shrieked at him to stop. “I want to do that.”
He blushed and nodded, getting onto the bed and scooting over to me. I kissed him tenderly on the lips, wanting him so much, but also knowing that we had to take things slow. I knew from Adam’s brief talks about his previous distractions that none of them had been good lovers. It had never really got far in their relationships to actually make love. And I wanted Adam to know that I loved him… so I wanted tonight to be well… magical… as corny as that sounds.
I deepened the kiss, and moaned when Adam took over, his sinful tongue darting in to play with mine. And then he was between my legs, like he belonged there, kissing me senseless. I managed to get most of the buttons of his shirt undone and sighed in frustration when the last couple weren’t being nice.
Adam chuckled at my enthusiasm and frustration and helped me unbutton the last of his shirt. I opened my eyes and looked. And looked… at that beautiful freckled bared skin. Adam was beautiful. And I was anxious to see the rest of him… to feel his naked skin against my own. I was pleasantly surprised to find that Adam had not one, but TWO nipple rings. Wow… that is fuckin’ brave.
I reached down to gently flick one and he hissed in pleasure. I anxiously looked up into his eyes, not wanting to hurt him or make him feel uncomfortable in any way. He bit his lip and closed his eyes in absolute sexual agony. I found him way too tempting to resist and leaned up to capture those tortured lips with my own.
Adam moaned and leaned into the kiss, reaching up to cup the back of my head and draw me closer. I flicked his nipples again, this time both at the same time, marveling at how sensitive my lover was. Adam let out a ragged hiss and nearly bit my tongue. I could feel how hard he was between my legs and I lifted a knee almost instinctively to rub against the hardness.
Adam writhed against me, and I couldn’t help but arch my back and moan, wrapping my arms around his shoulders, shuddering. I continued to rub his hardness, giving him much needed friction until finally he pulled away and rubbed my hips, keeping them still.
He looked down at me with a gaze that was lustful… wanton… and unforgettable. Those big blue eyes… searching my soul until finally he calmed himself down enough to shed his shirt and throw it off the bed in a careless heap. His hands trembled at his belt and pants, so I helped him unzip and pry those sexy pants off of his hips. Soon those were followed by his black briefs. I arched an eyebrow at that.
I dunno… maybe I always figured he’d either be a boxers or commando guy. But the briefs looked hot on him. Hell… they looked even hotter OFF of him.
Now completely bare, he set to work on my clothes, blushing a bit when I gaped at his body like some lovestruck fool. Hell, I was a lovestruck fool, so who fuckin’ cares? I can ogle my boyfriend and not be ashamed… one bit. Thank you very much.
Finally after my clothes were off and I lay underneath him, looking up at him with hooded eyes of desire, he shivered, whispering, “You’re beautiful, Tommy.”
I blushed a bit at that. Shit, I am such a fuckin’ girl when it comes to compliments. Adam I knew was too. He had an insecurity complex to match a lamb abandoned by his mother. I stilled his advances as he tried to kiss me. When he arched his eyebrow in puzzlement I whispered, “I want to look at you.”
“You are looking at me.” He murmured, trying to smile and failing entirely.
I pouted and mumbled, “But I wanna see ALL of you mister.” I poked his chest.
He sighed and reluctantly sat up. I sat up with him and looked him over. He was fuckin’ beautiful, and I told him so. “Adam… words can’t fuckin’ describe. You are one hot guy and I am THRILLED beyond belief to have you with me… like this.”
I must have said the right thing because he blushed crimson and smiled… pleased. When I ogled his cock… now that’s when I got his attention. His cock was fuckin’ huge! Mine was pretty good sized… I mean… I’ve measured. I am a guy, so sue me. I’m six and a half limp, but him… wow… he must have a good couple of inches on ME when I’m ERECT. And of course, me being a guy, was friggin’ curious and reached out and touched him gently.
Oh man… my hand just like wrapped BARELY around his base. And he was soft… like mine… but oh so different. His cock was a bit more red than mine… probably because he was a natural redhead. He so didn’t dye his pubes, so that was a good thing. I hate it when people try to dye their pubes. I mean… come on… it’s pubes. It’s not like it’s going to matter what color they are. Honestly.
As for his sac… oh sweet Jesus… he was very well endowed. I palmed his sac gently, marveling at how soft and fuzzy he was. Finally he put his hand over mine to still my curious exploration. I looked up at him and blushed scarlet. “Sorry… just… never done this before.”
“It’s ok baby. I understand.” Adam smiled, but I could see he was trembling, trying hard not to lose control.
And then he pulled me into his arms and kissed me. We kissed for a bit, just enjoying the act for a while. And then our kisses turned more passionate and wanton, and then he was pushing me back onto the bed. I lay sprawled underneath him, our cocks rubbing at one another perfectly, as if we were fuckin’ made for eachother.
I moaned into his mouth as he experimentally snapped his hips. I mumbled against his mouth, “Keep doing that and I won’t last long.”
He pulled back slightly and smirked. God he’s so sexy when he does that. I reached up and brushed a few bangs away from his forehead and blushed, gulping slightly as he snapped his hips again. “Damnit Adam!!!” I bit out in a moan.
He grinned and leaned in to whisper into my ear, “I want you to come more than once tonight, honey.”
And that almost did me in right there.
Getting totally back down to business, Adam kissed me, those deep, tongue diving ones that drain away my soul and leave me a shuddering puddle of orgasmic goo. And he starts thrusting hard. Once Twice… SCORE. And I am a gonner. I come with a strangled moan, coating his stomach with my come. I was clutching his arms so hard that I swear he will have bruises tomorrow. But I don’t care.
And soon it really doesn’t matter at all. I want him. He wants me. Simple.
However… getting ME prepped is NOT simple.
I am not a wimp, and am not afraid to say that I have a pretty good pain tolerance. However, when fingers are pressing at an area that is meant for something totally different than sex, I had a bit of a panic attack. Adam gently rubbed my hips soothingly, trying to calm me down.
“Hey honey… it’s ok. We don’t have to do this… we can wait….” Adam is such a sweetheart, looking for any bright side to any situation.
I tried to breathe in calmly, soon relaxing a bit more. “No…. I fuckin’ want this. I want you inside me… but… just fuckin’ take it slow… ok?”
“Ok honey… just let me know if it hurts.” Adam murmured before pouring some handy dandy lube onto his fingers again.
He then gently rubbed around my hole and I fought not to tense up. And then he starts trying to distract me, which works when he starts fondling my balls and my prick, which had wilted a bit. I grow harder under his careful stroking and soon he’s leaning in to lick circles around my nipples and I start to forget that strange finger poking slightly and prodding at my hole.
And then he’s in and I moan loudly. It feels strange… him having a finger up there. But as he loosens me up a bit, still tugging at my cock, I start to feel good… like there’s somewhere I want him to hit, but have no clue where it exactly is. And then he crooked his finger just right and I see stars.
“FUCK!” I cried out, nearly startling him and myself.
He chuckles a bit and rubs the spot a few more times before trying to add another finger. I moaned softly and can’t seem to keep still at all. I learned fast to bear down on his finger, using muscles I hardly ever thought I had. And then he’s adding another finger and soon he withdraws all of them, making me whine a bit.
He shushed me with a deep, sensuous kiss, blowing my mind completely away. And then he is pressing against me. And I wince as he pushes the head of his cock through the tight ring of muscles of my ass. I clench my teeth and try hard to relax. But it’s hard. I always knew the first time hurt… and damn, I have a new respect for virgin women.
Adam soothed me with kisses and rubbings on my lower back. Finally I shakily nodded for him to go more. And he slid in all the way to the hilt. I gasp, trying to get air into my lungs. I feel wetness on my cheeks and blush, knowing that I am totally embarrassing myself with tears.
Adam whispered, “It’s ok baby. It’s ok.” He then kissed my cheeks, kissing those tears away.
After a few moments, god, Adam must have like a will of steal not of fuckin’ iron, and I experimentally bore down on his cock. Surprising me and delighting me, it doesn’t hurt anymore. Just a slight twinge that I could totally ignore. I smiled brightly at my anxious lover and Adam thrusts shallowly.
Adam has done this only a few times, from what I’ve gleaned from his accounts of his previous lovers, and every time had ended up badly for some odd reason. So I couldn’t help but try my hardest to make his experience with me… our first… spectacular.
And soon our hips are thrusting in time, getting a rhythm that suits both of our needs and wants. Adam leaned in to kiss me, reaching down to tweak a nipple and I moaned, arching my back even more. And it’s so fuckin’ right. It’s so wonderful… so fuckin’ beautiful.
After what seems like forever, Adam picked up the pace. And then he smirked, angling a bit for experimentation and I shrieked loudly. He hit that wonderful spot inside me. Adam chuckled softly and hit it, again and again, making me a shuddering hollering mess. And soon he can’t contain his moans or cries of passion and desire.
Soon it’s not enough and I need. I want…. I ACHE. And Adam barked hoarsely out, “Touch yourself Tommy. UNF!!! “
I reached down and stroked myself hard and fast. And I am sooo fuckin’ close. And then he hit me hard against that spot and I am coming… coming so hard that my body nearly DIES it feels so good. Feels so right. And then Adam is not long coming after. He is so fucking beautiful when he comes. He stiffened up, throwing back his head and slacking his jaw, closing his eyes and shuddering, moaning in a tone that speaks desire and he’s filling me…. Filling me with his essence.
After a few minutes, we both came back to earth and he gently withdrew from my body. I moaned slightly and he asked hesitantly, “you ok baby?”
I giggle. I couldn’t help it. Here, I just had the most spectacular experience in my life and he’s asking me if I’m ok? I snuggled up against him for a bit, smiling a Cheshire cat smile. “Hell fuckin’ yes.”
Adam smiled brightly and kissed me gently. “I love you.”
“I love you too.” I snuggled more into his arms and quickly… fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.
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