I'M READY FOR A FUCK

[groenta]

now that i got your attention i really am ready for a change. for a change in life and love. for someone who cares about me, and will let me rant and then hold me when i'm done, knowing it's best to just let me go, and knowing that saying "it'll be fiiiiiine" is only going to piss me off even more. ready for a real relationship, not just the physical stuff that's fun in the beginning and gets boring after a while. someone who will actually have conversations with me about absolutely nothing and everything at the same time. someone who won't freak when we talk about how screwed up our kids would be if we ever got married, instead of reminding me that it won't last between us for long. someone who won't spaz when i find a baby outfit that's hillarious b/c it references something in pop culture that he's obsessed with, and realizes that if it were a pair of panties or a shirt i'd show it to him anyways. i'm ready for someone who doesn't go into the complete opposite mood as me as soon as i'm at the same point as them. since that didn't make sense, an example: i don't want someone to be goofy acting and as soon as i reach that point becomes all serious and looks at me in disdain.

i want someone who can keep me tethered to the ground, but is willing to come into the clouds with me. someone who understands me and is as passionate as i am about things, some the same and some different. someone who keeps his promises. and i need someone who makes me feel good about myself even when i feel like the ugliest person in the world. i don't need to be called hot or sexy, but beautiful, gorgeous, funny, smart. i need to feel loved.