Just what I've been waiting for
reality to settle in underneath my skin, i can scratch all i want its too deep for me to remove without a knife.
i applied for grad school at marywood for the fall semester. Right now I'm in a limbo they call "Graduate Enrichment," meaning I can take up to 9 credits before being officially accepted. I called admissions earlier this week since its been a month since i turned in my second recommendation letter, the last piece for the beginning of my future degree. i should have known that things have been going so well for me lately that something would happen.
they "lost" my letter and now my application is being held up til i either get another copy of the letter from the prof that wrote it for me, or if i can get someone else to write one for me on last notice. when i found out that they not only lost parts of my application but also a whole file full of potential grad students recommendation letters i felt my heart sink so low i thought i was going to fall out of my chair. the rest of my shift at the library i was shaky and i don't know how the hell i drove myself home that day. for once i thought that my future was somewhat paved with a path i felt comfortable riding on, now its crawled to a complete halt.
i really hope that this weekend i can go out with my peeps and clear my head a bit, with vodka/tonic of course.
i applied for grad school at marywood for the fall semester. Right now I'm in a limbo they call "Graduate Enrichment," meaning I can take up to 9 credits before being officially accepted. I called admissions earlier this week since its been a month since i turned in my second recommendation letter, the last piece for the beginning of my future degree. i should have known that things have been going so well for me lately that something would happen.
they "lost" my letter and now my application is being held up til i either get another copy of the letter from the prof that wrote it for me, or if i can get someone else to write one for me on last notice. when i found out that they not only lost parts of my application but also a whole file full of potential grad students recommendation letters i felt my heart sink so low i thought i was going to fall out of my chair. the rest of my shift at the library i was shaky and i don't know how the hell i drove myself home that day. for once i thought that my future was somewhat paved with a path i felt comfortable riding on, now its crawled to a complete halt.
i really hope that this weekend i can go out with my peeps and clear my head a bit, with vodka/tonic of course.