this is what you do when you don't leave your house for days

[grocerybag]

i know i can't smoke what with this bronchitis thing, which, by the way, fuck you whoever gave it to me without warning. but i remembered the existence of tea and looked up recipes online. milk or butter was suggested to extract the thc, and i put a little bit of both with a big chunk of marijuana and steaming water. tastes terrible. in the midst of the process some jehovah's witnesses came by. i shouldn't have answered the door but i'm so lonely for company sometimes. they were two women and one of them remembered my name from my last accidental instance of desperation. creepy.

i'm gonna go.. drink that fucked up tea.