Sep 12, 2004 22:00
it's the kind of sick where my entire body is sore and begging for a massage. but there is a thick, SICK smell permeating through my pores that attracts animals noses and repels people. every time i get up my head feels like it's imploding and all the pressure is building. i have a terrible headache. and an incredibly sexy voice. that is, until it goes away and it comes to a ridiculous cracking whisper.
last night i ate my dinner with a spoon. i feel like my phone's been ringing a lot.
the other night i had a sex dream about my government teacher who i definately have a secret little jones for.
i am seventeen until march 25, okay? why's everybody in such a rush? i'll still be here. most likely. though come on, would you REALLY be surprised if i just up and left one day and a couple months later the word had finally spread that, well, i'm to live in europe for who knows how long.