meh
Well being stuck home for the past few days had made me just sit and think.....and well bleh is all i can say bout that
i spent all day looking through pictures and decided i really miss the old times... :(
i realized that i lost the bestest friend i ever had......she was allways there for me and i hope i was for her.....i feel so shitty for what i did to her... Talle ... im so sorry hun...it is all my fault that we dont talk anymore...im such an idiot...i think it was cause i just got scared cause you knew sooo much about me that for some effed up reason i had to push you away...im sorry.....you were the like a sister to me and i will never forget that...you really were the best friend i have ever had...and noone can get mad at me for saying that cause you all know its true.....i miss all the fun we used to have you made me happy....i havent been that happy in a long time...i regret anything bad i have ever said about you...i never meant any of it...it was all out of being scared...... who knows maybe we can start things back up...slowly...but maybe...i reaaaallly wanna go see canstantine and im sure you do...and i watched ginger snaps tooday and it almost made me cry....poop...but just know i love you hun....and i am soooo sorry..... :dies:
<3
i miss these days soooo much..... lol hot guy from ginger snaps: "oh fuck me" ....chantalle: ok! lmao
i dunno even if talle will read this but it felt good to get it out
luffs mwaz!