Feb 20, 2005 22:06
oh wow....ive been having soooo much fun these past few days....its been along time since i found someone(s) that i can really relate to...and i think i have i love hanging out with kelly and knikole soooo much...we get along so well<3
kelly and i used to be friends and now that we are again i am sooo happy<3 her and i have sooo much in comon we just click....its never quiet when shes around <3 ;) and she so funny....hunny you have to take me dress shopping i am so glad we can move on from the past and
knikole oh man i love you....you are so brutally honest...and i LOVE that!...i feel like i can say whatever and be entirely myself around you <3 and you wont get mad if i say something that you dont agree with<3 ahhh i love it!
ive been taking such giant leaps away from the past it feels like i can finally breath again....
although some people feel as though they need to say things to me that would OBVIOUSLY make me upsetand drag me back down into the depressed hole im trying to climb my way out of ahhhh it drives me crazy why she does it i will never know......damnit but anyways
hanging out with abby, christine, ben, adam, and anna for a lil bit was sooo much fun...ben made saw (which in the theatres was scary) soooo funny<3 i love hem they make me laugh alot<3 mmmm happiness
"The hungry eyes waiting for life flash, now they're gonna see it. Open your veins so we can make a pool and bathe and see if anyone complains of the stain. Let's strip you down so we can see you old scars. Now you're gonna feel it. Show me how to shine now. Have you ever turned to dust?"