-:[[takes my pain away_*
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
wow. its sad. thats all that comes to mind at the moment.
ha. the book nazi just kicked some kid out......sucks to be him!
ive come to the conclusion that i always end up putting the same stuff in both my lj and myspace. so if you read something in one of them..just ignore the other!! =]
ive also come to the conclusion that i like to say 'ive come to the conclusion'. maybe i say it too much.
=x
i feel so bad! i didnt find out until this morning from my moms bf that i got a call lastnight. but i was asleep. and i didnt wake up.
im sorry =[ i didnt mean to fall asleep. and i hope you didnt freeze too much =]
i wish i couldve been there to freeze my bum off with you!
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i dont care what people think. or what a certain person thinks, rather. ive given up all hope on this person. going through times where we werent friends, then we were, always hearing little things from others my ears werent meant to hear. but i always put those thoughts in the very back of my head. i wouldnt let it get to me. but after hearing some more from a very honest person, i just dont know anymore. im done. thats it.
honesty seems to be so overrated these days. i think people have completely lost the true concept of 'honesty' by now.
another thing that seems to have lost its meaning are the words 'sorry' and 'i love you'
i dont know about other people. but i wont say those unless i really mean it. im a sincere person. i just wish others wouldnt throw those words around like they mean nothing.
hm. i miss you.
i dont care, glaring eyes or not.
i want to see you soon.
i usually dont type this much but who cares. i need to unborify myself!
so yeah. pickle ball tournament. today. 5th period. these suckers are going down!!
[insert intimidating game face here]
=D
i think gyms my only form of entertainment these days. its very sad.
true story.
but i <3 erin and jaye and steve (at times) and zack (or zach? who knows)
but erin the most =]
ive given half my heart away. its now half of One Super Duper Heart.
XD
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give
Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts you so much it's like choking choking
I can give you freedom from your guilt,
with a flick of my wrist onto yours.
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile.
I can give you death with the look upon my face.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss and no regrets;
you don't deserve good bye.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss and no good bye.
wow. its sad. thats all that comes to mind at the moment.
ha. the book nazi just kicked some kid out......sucks to be him!
ive come to the conclusion that i always end up putting the same stuff in both my lj and myspace. so if you read something in one of them..just ignore the other!! =]
ive also come to the conclusion that i like to say 'ive come to the conclusion'. maybe i say it too much.
=x
i feel so bad! i didnt find out until this morning from my moms bf that i got a call lastnight. but i was asleep. and i didnt wake up.
im sorry =[ i didnt mean to fall asleep. and i hope you didnt freeze too much =]
i wish i couldve been there to freeze my bum off with you!
<
i dont care what people think. or what a certain person thinks, rather. ive given up all hope on this person. going through times where we werent friends, then we were, always hearing little things from others my ears werent meant to hear. but i always put those thoughts in the very back of my head. i wouldnt let it get to me. but after hearing some more from a very honest person, i just dont know anymore. im done. thats it.
honesty seems to be so overrated these days. i think people have completely lost the true concept of 'honesty' by now.
another thing that seems to have lost its meaning are the words 'sorry' and 'i love you'
i dont know about other people. but i wont say those unless i really mean it. im a sincere person. i just wish others wouldnt throw those words around like they mean nothing.
hm. i miss you.
i dont care, glaring eyes or not.
i want to see you soon.
i usually dont type this much but who cares. i need to unborify myself!
so yeah. pickle ball tournament. today. 5th period. these suckers are going down!!
[insert intimidating game face here]
=D
i think gyms my only form of entertainment these days. its very sad.
true story.
but i <3 erin and jaye and steve (at times) and zack (or zach? who knows)
but erin the most =]
ive given half my heart away. its now half of One Super Duper Heart.
XD
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give
Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts you so much it's like choking choking
I can give you freedom from your guilt,
with a flick of my wrist onto yours.
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile.
I can give you death with the look upon my face.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss and no regrets;
you don't deserve good bye.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss and no good bye.