Dec 19, 2004 00:52
wow...im bored
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaalalala
and i cant sleep...not such a great combination for me..........hmmmmmm.....
ewww. bloody icky forensic show. weird sketchy stuff going on in there mannn!!
yeah. so my mom and i were both downstairs at like 1030 tonight. and i just randomly looked at her and she was like 'yes. get in the car' ..just like that. so we took a mini trip to mcdonalds...and had to wait there for our food cause it was so late they had to make everything right then. good fun. then we drove around looking at lights and houses all decorated. and saw a bunch of deer in someones lawn :) and we didnt get home until 1130. fun stuff man. let me tell you!
but it was kind of depressing. i went home to nothing but my radio and a book. :( i feel so alone. i mean, i could be in a packed room. but still feel lonely. wow, so perplexing. i think im done with it though. its getting very old. seems like the only way to make people happy is to put out. and im not planning on changing into someone im not any time soon, so looks like i wont be making anyone happy in the near future! :/
wellll..maybe ill head off to bed. this place feels so empty :/ :( i dont like it.
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caits-JUST SAY NO! :)