These foolish games, are tearing me apart.
Alright, so, youu wanna talk? then talk to me. cause i don'tt think that i have enough pride to go to youu and talk after youu killed it all, from youur point of view.
i don'tt think this is fair.
a n y w a y ..
i was thinking last nightt in the shower, and this is what i came up with ..
i wish i never met philip, nor josh, nor carlos, nor any of those guys who i would have met knowing them. and .. i wish it was like the past, when it was just chung, tyler, thomas, phylicia, valerie, rex, and trey.( no matter how much i hate him ) and of course shawn, but shawn will always be there. .. but i've been thinking that if i never met philip and carlos and josh and chaz, then i wouldn'tt be in this gay mess. this mess that shouldn'tt even matter. but i'm not saying these people are bad people, cause they're not. but i just wish i didn't ditch chung and tyler for them, like i did. cause i miss chung and them so much, and i know none of this would have ever happened if they were still in my life. and all this shit that has been trying to ruin me, its retarded cause no one knows that i could care less now. cause i know whats fucking true, so i'm just gonna let people say whatever the fuck they want to say. and for those who are saying crap, then youu can suck my nuts and go to hell. cause this is gay, and no one even tries to ask me if any of that shit is true, they just assume, or believe whatever they hear from this boy, who USE to claim to be in boxingg, but then shutted the fuck up after everyone found out he was lying after all those years. ha, fucking fag bag man.
a n y w a y ..
as i was saying .. i just think that if i never knew them, then i wouldn'tt be in the position that i'm in now. and it sucks to have people laugh at youu for something so wrong. and i hate it, but its useless to worry about, so right here, right now, i'm stopping. so those of youu who might think they want to know the truth, then please, talk to me. cause i'd sure like to tell youu.
Excuse me, cause i've mistaken
you for somebody else
somebody who gave a damn
somebody more like myself.
Youur thoughtless words,
are breaking my heart.
Youur breaking my heart.