Past two weeks in a nutshell...
Everything is good now. It wasn't last week.... Rich and I had an arguement and I decided the best thing to do would be leave. So, I left Tuesday night and went to stay with my sister in PA. To say it suck would be and understatement. Rich and I were both miserable. So, Friday night I came home. Friday, Saturday and Sunday were bad. We did nothing but bicker. Sunday we had another long talk (we don't really fight that much..mostly talk)....I decided it would be best if I just parted ways. He left for work. When he came in for break he asked me if I was going to work tomorrow (Monday). I said I had no other choice and I needed to start saving so I could move. I really didn't expect for him to be home at 9:30 when he got off that night, but he did. When he came in I was watching a movie...he asked me to pause it. He told me that he didn't want this to end and that he was still very much in love with me. He also said that we can't give something this good up. I know he is right. When Rich and I are good, we beat any couple out there. Our good times are the best. So, we are good now. I know we have a lot of adjusting to do. It's only normal for a young family such as ours to have some problems from time to time. When it comes down to it, we couldn't be dealing with our situation any better.
We are seriously thinking about moving to PA. Not far, just Delta or by my sister in Airville. We both like it up there and I would love to be closer to Kimberly. I would just have to figure out what to do as far as work. I'm not sure I want to get up at the butt crack of dawn to come down to Baltimore. Another thing I am strongly considering is foster care. Not now...but maybe after the baby is like six months. My sister is also considering it. She would do it before I would...that way I would know the process. It would be great. Kimberly and I could stay home with the kids, help some more unfortunate children out and not have to worry about daycare, commuting or money.
Emily is good...mouthy, but good. Rich finds it amusing when I yell at her and get mad at her for being bossy and mouthy. He says, "it's funny when you get mad at her for acting that way....She acts exactly like you." She totally does. Hands on the hips and all.
The baby is growing fast. I'm noticably showing...Rich's mom was all up on my belly the other day. I am 15 weeks and 3 days pregnant today...and I have already felt movement. This baby is going to be a beast. I can't believe how fast this is going. Before you know it I will be in my third trimester. I met the midwife the other day. She is great. Ya know how you just mesh well with someone right off the bat?!? That's how it was with Marge and I. I love her personality. I am praying that if Dr. London isn't on call when I go into labor, that Marge is. The heartbeat was strong again. However, the nurse and Marge tried desperately to get a reading, but the little booger wouldn't sit still long enough. I am going either next week or the week after for my second sonogram (I need to make an appointment). Hopefully, I will find out the sex and get some shopping done. So maybe by the next journal entry I will be able to tell you if "IT" is a Nicholas or a Kaylee.
...to be continued...
We are seriously thinking about moving to PA. Not far, just Delta or by my sister in Airville. We both like it up there and I would love to be closer to Kimberly. I would just have to figure out what to do as far as work. I'm not sure I want to get up at the butt crack of dawn to come down to Baltimore. Another thing I am strongly considering is foster care. Not now...but maybe after the baby is like six months. My sister is also considering it. She would do it before I would...that way I would know the process. It would be great. Kimberly and I could stay home with the kids, help some more unfortunate children out and not have to worry about daycare, commuting or money.
Emily is good...mouthy, but good. Rich finds it amusing when I yell at her and get mad at her for being bossy and mouthy. He says, "it's funny when you get mad at her for acting that way....She acts exactly like you." She totally does. Hands on the hips and all.
The baby is growing fast. I'm noticably showing...Rich's mom was all up on my belly the other day. I am 15 weeks and 3 days pregnant today...and I have already felt movement. This baby is going to be a beast. I can't believe how fast this is going. Before you know it I will be in my third trimester. I met the midwife the other day. She is great. Ya know how you just mesh well with someone right off the bat?!? That's how it was with Marge and I. I love her personality. I am praying that if Dr. London isn't on call when I go into labor, that Marge is. The heartbeat was strong again. However, the nurse and Marge tried desperately to get a reading, but the little booger wouldn't sit still long enough. I am going either next week or the week after for my second sonogram (I need to make an appointment). Hopefully, I will find out the sex and get some shopping done. So maybe by the next journal entry I will be able to tell you if "IT" is a Nicholas or a Kaylee.
...to be continued...