im so confused..
my guy life basically sucks ass right now. theres one that likes me, but i dont like him as much as he does me and then i like this one guy and he likes someone else. frikken a. guy numero two who likes someone else, we'll call him rocky, well he is totally hott and ive had a crush on him for like 5 years and now he finally notices me and asks me to hang out. we hang out for like 4 days or so and go to a party, drink, yada yada, and he tells me he likes me a lot and wants to be with me. (oh he aparently liked me freshman year as well) YAY for me. but noooooooooo he HAS to text me the next day and tell me he actually likes another girl who he has been seeing all summer. GREAT TIMING LORI! ugh. i met this girl and she is omg hot, but she's 18 and hes not even 16 yet, so thats awkward. nevertheless she likes him and he likes her. damn it all. blehh i dont understand the male gender. anyone care to explain? i dont even know what to think really. but you know even if rocky and i end up together i KNOW that whenever school starts things will change because hes a big frikken jock (that explains the hottness) and he's going to get all the girls, like usual, and he'll drop me. summer flings suck majorly. maybe its better that he likes miss omg hot. this sounds really pathetic so im going to stop. advice....anyone?