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Feeling very blah. The world seems dark. I hate that feeling.
I know this is ridiculous and that I didn't like it when I was, but I think I miss being single. Not in a I want to break up with the boy way, just in a I miss not being able to watch five or six hours of bad tv and eat crap and not say anything without it being a rejection of my partner way. I miss evening drives. I miss everything just meaning what I think it means. Please do not be worried, this in no way signals an end, but I think it's contributing to the blahness. Also, it's really freaking hot and it just makes it hotter to have two people in bed.
Have had no time to just be in recent weeks? months? Have done a crappy job of staying in touch with people and now have only non-working phone numbers for some of my closest friends. Bah. I suck.
Alright, enough of this melodramaticness. New Daily Show time.
I know this is ridiculous and that I didn't like it when I was, but I think I miss being single. Not in a I want to break up with the boy way, just in a I miss not being able to watch five or six hours of bad tv and eat crap and not say anything without it being a rejection of my partner way. I miss evening drives. I miss everything just meaning what I think it means. Please do not be worried, this in no way signals an end, but I think it's contributing to the blahness. Also, it's really freaking hot and it just makes it hotter to have two people in bed.
Have had no time to just be in recent weeks? months? Have done a crappy job of staying in touch with people and now have only non-working phone numbers for some of my closest friends. Bah. I suck.
Alright, enough of this melodramaticness. New Daily Show time.