.44 caliber love letter
Yesterday was by far one of the hardest days I think i'll ever experience. Cody came over and I told him how I moved on and how there's now a 'me & Tim'. Apparently for him it wasn't over, I assumed and so it was because of me that our relationship ended. This is why I feel so bad..because I honestly never would have thought i'd be thinking what I thought, and saying the words i've said. I wouldn't even wish this feeling on my worst enemies. As much as I like Tim, it hurts so bad to let go of someone I considered to be my best friend. So in the end this is what it is- misunderstandings and an I Love You that came 9 months too late. I'm sorry Cody, I'll always love you.
Tonight I'm at Brandi's with Gab, Bobbi and Alana. Here I am getting drunk with my friends, laughing and having a good time while the person I care for the most is hurt so badly. I am a serious asshole. I don't think i'll be alright until I know for a fact Cody's ok. Until then I can try, and I have Tim and friends like Gab to help me out. <3 ...*end of sappy entry*
Tonight I'm at Brandi's with Gab, Bobbi and Alana. Here I am getting drunk with my friends, laughing and having a good time while the person I care for the most is hurt so badly. I am a serious asshole. I don't think i'll be alright until I know for a fact Cody's ok. Until then I can try, and I have Tim and friends like Gab to help me out. <3 ...*end of sappy entry*