Oxygen
ok so i'm taking a weeks vacation the 14-18th so im off work. im moving in with my grandma that just was placed on oxygen. sometimes i need someone to listen but i said it plenty of times before. i cant deal with this easily. it just wont sink in, i cant do this. things are changing fast and relatively all revolving around me and my decisions. what if i dont do this, or what if this happens if i do this. i dont want everything to change but it has to eventually. i've ignored it long enough. I have to stop smoking, im sick as can be and i cant stop coughing. i quit tonight, my last ciggarette. i practically hate myself. this is affecting everyone. (sorry if i used the wrong grammar i cant think right now)