The truth...
You're not even gone, and don't even know if you are going yet, but I miss you already. I'm not supposed to have these feeling for you anymore. I'm doing good with my life right now, and this, well this day was just a weird day. I've missed you since the last day I saw you. Now that I see you regularly again, you'd think I wouldn't miss you anymore. Truth is, I miss you more. More than I've ever missed anyone who was standing right in front of me. Every time I see you I miss you. I miss your attention. I miss your smile. I miss you. And now you may be leaving? This hurts more than I ever thought it would. I knew that this could happen, but never thought, especially now that everything seems to be going so good in your life, that this would happen. I miss you already, and now I have to miss you more? My heart aches 'cause I still love you. I will always love you. I can't help the way I truly feel. And you, you have had my heart all this time and you don't even know it. I don't know if I will ever find another person like you again. I doubt it. You are one of the most amazing people I know. I will forever compare everyone to you, which just isn't fair for anyone. God, I miss you already. And I love you so much. Please know this, and don't ever forget it. I will always be here if you need anything. Always.