This is the first (thing I remember.)
Well first off, I am wide awake and it's almost 8 am. Wtf? Dave called me @ like 5 am this morning and I have been up ever since then. I watched like 4 episodes of season 1 of Laguna Beach. I got on the computer and I just ate. And here I am. Again. I guess it's a good thing I'm awake this early b/c school starts in 2 days. Yikes.
The boys got home from Florida! *Yay* Dave got an $800 dollar speeding ticket on the way home. He wasn't wearing his glasses and the po po found Bozz's knives. Great. Me and Dave had an absolutely lovely reunion. He got me some decorative plate thingy w/ dolphins on it? Random...but it's the thought that counts. I love dolphins! He actually missed me or so he claimed. It was only 3 or 4 days. But hey, that makes me feel all fuzzy inside. But it was too good to be true, we got in a fight. It was my fault. I flipped out b/c Ashley Wilson called him. I know she is still in love w/ him. Everyone and their mother knows that...I just got way too hyped. He doesn't see her like that anymore and he says they have been talking b/c she's going through a hard time w/ the divorce. I swear. She is going to milk as much attention out of this divorce as she possibly can. Attention whore. But anyways, Dave let me know yesterday that he didn't have feelings like that towards Ashley or Samantha. I actually believe him this time.
Jacob picked me up from my house the other night to go hang over @ the apartment. He gets around. He's talking to quite a few girls now. One of them being Whitney, Dave's ex-girlfriend. Um ok. I guess he's trying to not care about Ashley since she made it clear she isn't going to break up w/ Scott for him. She so lead him on. What a bitch. "You are my everything, even if we do have the unsaid..." My God. People amaze me. I pity Jacob for falling for it. And now she's running her mouth to Dave saying "Yeah Jacob doesn't like me b/c I won't break up w/ Scott and be w/ him." Well sweetie u kind of left out the fact that u LEAD HIM ON. I think she's 1 of those girls who likes to think that every guy wants her. And now she's telling Jacob that Dave is trying to talk to her "like that" and is almost leading her on. But she doesn't want to be w/ him. Lies. As far as I know, that's bullshit. She's just trying to get under his skin. I went to Ear-x-tacy w/ Ryan. He flashed me his goods. I came back to the apartment. Dave was there. He hung w/ me for the rest of the night. We watched Dave Chapelle. He was acting super weird so I just figured things would be better once we slept on it and the next day rolled around. I stayed the night @ Tay's house. Her puppy is so cute. Taylor is too weird these days.
I was right. About me and Dave. We started acting normal again. Come to think of it, I don't know if me and Dave have a "normal" way to act. Yesterday was ok I guess. My mom picked me up from Tay's and we ran to Wal-Mart. Got some school supplies. Goody. I went and got my hair trimmed and had some choppy layers added in. I love my hairdresser. He's the shit. I felt super cute yesterday. For once. I went down to Emily's for awhile. Dave walked me home. He's so sweet. Then he went out to dinner w/ Elaine, Chris, and Emily. He called me when he got home and had me come down. He's moving all his stuff to the basement. He's so weird. But it is nice and cool down there. He has it all set up like his old room and he was all giddy about it. Emily stayed the night @ my house last night. Journey and thunderstorms= ♥
Today Dave wants to hang out? Which means I'll be hanging out w/ him and alot of other people too. Ha. I think I'm staying @ Emily's tonight. Last non-school night. How crazy is that? Where did summer go?
I know that I have my AP World History class w/ Chel-c. I also have Photography 1 w/ her and Aerial. Which means I'll have lunch w/ them too. I'm so excited. Courtney's ex-boyfriend, Spencer, gave me his number and wants to hang sometime...he seems like a cool guy. I'm keeping my options open in general. I know Dave would get mad though. I know I would get mad if Dave started talking to somebody besides me which he hasn't. *knock on wood* I need to see if we have potential. I think we do. I just need to confirm it w/ him. Tonight.
Dude I love Harry Potter.
Holla kiddos. xox *ash*
This is the first (thing I remember)
now it's the last (thing left on my mind)
afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper)
an empty heart (replaced with paranoia)
where do we go (life's temporary)
after we're gone (like new years resolutions)
why is this hard (do you recognize me)
I know I'm wrong (but I can't help believing)
I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
but words escape me
it's too late
to save me
you're too late
you're too late
You're cold with disappointment
while I'm drowning in the next room
the last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion
and I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me
I ♥ this song so much.
The boys got home from Florida! *Yay* Dave got an $800 dollar speeding ticket on the way home. He wasn't wearing his glasses and the po po found Bozz's knives. Great. Me and Dave had an absolutely lovely reunion. He got me some decorative plate thingy w/ dolphins on it? Random...but it's the thought that counts. I love dolphins! He actually missed me or so he claimed. It was only 3 or 4 days. But hey, that makes me feel all fuzzy inside. But it was too good to be true, we got in a fight. It was my fault. I flipped out b/c Ashley Wilson called him. I know she is still in love w/ him. Everyone and their mother knows that...I just got way too hyped. He doesn't see her like that anymore and he says they have been talking b/c she's going through a hard time w/ the divorce. I swear. She is going to milk as much attention out of this divorce as she possibly can. Attention whore. But anyways, Dave let me know yesterday that he didn't have feelings like that towards Ashley or Samantha. I actually believe him this time.
Jacob picked me up from my house the other night to go hang over @ the apartment. He gets around. He's talking to quite a few girls now. One of them being Whitney, Dave's ex-girlfriend. Um ok. I guess he's trying to not care about Ashley since she made it clear she isn't going to break up w/ Scott for him. She so lead him on. What a bitch. "You are my everything, even if we do have the unsaid..." My God. People amaze me. I pity Jacob for falling for it. And now she's running her mouth to Dave saying "Yeah Jacob doesn't like me b/c I won't break up w/ Scott and be w/ him." Well sweetie u kind of left out the fact that u LEAD HIM ON. I think she's 1 of those girls who likes to think that every guy wants her. And now she's telling Jacob that Dave is trying to talk to her "like that" and is almost leading her on. But she doesn't want to be w/ him. Lies. As far as I know, that's bullshit. She's just trying to get under his skin. I went to Ear-x-tacy w/ Ryan. He flashed me his goods. I came back to the apartment. Dave was there. He hung w/ me for the rest of the night. We watched Dave Chapelle. He was acting super weird so I just figured things would be better once we slept on it and the next day rolled around. I stayed the night @ Tay's house. Her puppy is so cute. Taylor is too weird these days.
I was right. About me and Dave. We started acting normal again. Come to think of it, I don't know if me and Dave have a "normal" way to act. Yesterday was ok I guess. My mom picked me up from Tay's and we ran to Wal-Mart. Got some school supplies. Goody. I went and got my hair trimmed and had some choppy layers added in. I love my hairdresser. He's the shit. I felt super cute yesterday. For once. I went down to Emily's for awhile. Dave walked me home. He's so sweet. Then he went out to dinner w/ Elaine, Chris, and Emily. He called me when he got home and had me come down. He's moving all his stuff to the basement. He's so weird. But it is nice and cool down there. He has it all set up like his old room and he was all giddy about it. Emily stayed the night @ my house last night. Journey and thunderstorms= ♥
Today Dave wants to hang out? Which means I'll be hanging out w/ him and alot of other people too. Ha. I think I'm staying @ Emily's tonight. Last non-school night. How crazy is that? Where did summer go?
I know that I have my AP World History class w/ Chel-c. I also have Photography 1 w/ her and Aerial. Which means I'll have lunch w/ them too. I'm so excited. Courtney's ex-boyfriend, Spencer, gave me his number and wants to hang sometime...he seems like a cool guy. I'm keeping my options open in general. I know Dave would get mad though. I know I would get mad if Dave started talking to somebody besides me which he hasn't. *knock on wood* I need to see if we have potential. I think we do. I just need to confirm it w/ him. Tonight.
Dude I love Harry Potter.
Holla kiddos. xox *ash*
This is the first (thing I remember)
now it's the last (thing left on my mind)
afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper)
an empty heart (replaced with paranoia)
where do we go (life's temporary)
after we're gone (like new years resolutions)
why is this hard (do you recognize me)
I know I'm wrong (but I can't help believing)
I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
but words escape me
it's too late
to save me
you're too late
you're too late
You're cold with disappointment
while I'm drowning in the next room
the last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion
and I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me
I ♥ this song so much.