*For drama in Fern Creek, just add tomato sauce.*
Ok kids. Well the date didn't really go down as planned. There were some minor complications.
Samantha strolled into the house out of nowhere and insisted that she talk to David. Who does she think she is? Just walking in like that. Apparently she wants to fight me? Wow. She's a pigme. Emily and I made a mad dash outside. We know what's good for us. Jacob hates me. *I can fit 1 more person in my car.* It makes me sad b/c I can't hang out w/ Ryan, Kel-c, and Taylor b/c Jacob is a flat out dick to me. Taylor stayed w/ me for moral support. Thank goodness. I love her so. Me, Emily, and Taylor went up to the coffee shop and got some "Jamaican Me Fuzzies" drinks. They were super good. Taylor bought me cheesy bread which I handed out to a bunch of blonde kids w/ crew cuts. Dave called. I was really heated about the Samantha thing but tried to remain calm. He kept telling me how much he wanted to keep talking to me which made me feel better. The whole Samantha thing is just weird. Even though everybody says I have nothing to worry about. And I was already pissed enough about the date falling through even though I told him I wasn't sure if I wanted to go. I'm so weird. He didn't wake up and get showered till like 9 anyways. He said he still wanted to hang out so Taylor, me, Justin, and Dave went to go see "The Island." Dumb movie. Funny ending. Justin drove the Civic. Never again. Got home around 4:20 am. Extended curfews are too sweet.
We all went back to Bozz's. Dave walked me home and Bozz walked Taylor home. It was cute. Sorry I can gush. I am a girl, I promise. The Yahoos were summoning Chris, Justin, Dave, and Bozz to Dairy Mart. Bozz and David were bending over in the middle of the road? I don't know.
They all went back to Bozz's and of course there was drama. Justin and Kel-c broke up and Kel-c was mad b/c Justin was causing a bunch of drama w/ Ryan and Jacob. It's too stupid. Justin thinks that Ryan and Jacob are trying to get w/ her. And apparently Bryan and Zach came over to watch a fight btwn Ryan and Justin? I think they all are @ fault in some ways.
Taylor stayed the night @ my house last night. We went down to Emily's this morning b/c Dave invited me. Dave and Chris broke down to Boys Night Out in Dave's room. Funny stuff. David sat w/ me, Emily, Kim, and Taylor while we watched the dumbass show, "My Super Sweet Sixteen." I was more into the US Weekly magazine personally. David admitted that Laguna Beach looked like a good show. He's going to watch it w/ me as long as none of his friends find out. Ha. U know that u aren't crazy when even Dave says that our crew needs a reality show. He went off to work @ the Snappy Tomato and he's going to call me when he gets off. Ashley and Chris showed up and Kim's face turned as red as a fire hydrant. Just an observation.
♥ ash
When you wake up to white walls and endless halls
there's an emptiness that echoes through it all
so sit back in your bed, with your mind medicated
and your senses stuck on the sick sound of the dead
you call for the doctor, its all you've got anymore
he's the ticket to the life you had before
if I could just make him see that I don't need this
doctor, doctor what am I here for?
can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls, I'm no threat at all
Is there a way we could maybe, through therapy,
find a way to right and release me
I just need to be outside, even if supervised
back to my job, back to my life
yes I know what I've done and I regret it every day
if I could make things right, you know i'd find a way
but when I wake up to these white walls
and the endless halls of the hospital
I get lost in the emptiness
I've gone through it all
doctor I cant thank you enough
doctor you wont regret this
doctor, doctor what am I here for?
can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls, I'm no threat at all
Samantha strolled into the house out of nowhere and insisted that she talk to David. Who does she think she is? Just walking in like that. Apparently she wants to fight me? Wow. She's a pigme. Emily and I made a mad dash outside. We know what's good for us. Jacob hates me. *I can fit 1 more person in my car.* It makes me sad b/c I can't hang out w/ Ryan, Kel-c, and Taylor b/c Jacob is a flat out dick to me. Taylor stayed w/ me for moral support. Thank goodness. I love her so. Me, Emily, and Taylor went up to the coffee shop and got some "Jamaican Me Fuzzies" drinks. They were super good. Taylor bought me cheesy bread which I handed out to a bunch of blonde kids w/ crew cuts. Dave called. I was really heated about the Samantha thing but tried to remain calm. He kept telling me how much he wanted to keep talking to me which made me feel better. The whole Samantha thing is just weird. Even though everybody says I have nothing to worry about. And I was already pissed enough about the date falling through even though I told him I wasn't sure if I wanted to go. I'm so weird. He didn't wake up and get showered till like 9 anyways. He said he still wanted to hang out so Taylor, me, Justin, and Dave went to go see "The Island." Dumb movie. Funny ending. Justin drove the Civic. Never again. Got home around 4:20 am. Extended curfews are too sweet.
We all went back to Bozz's. Dave walked me home and Bozz walked Taylor home. It was cute. Sorry I can gush. I am a girl, I promise. The Yahoos were summoning Chris, Justin, Dave, and Bozz to Dairy Mart. Bozz and David were bending over in the middle of the road? I don't know.
They all went back to Bozz's and of course there was drama. Justin and Kel-c broke up and Kel-c was mad b/c Justin was causing a bunch of drama w/ Ryan and Jacob. It's too stupid. Justin thinks that Ryan and Jacob are trying to get w/ her. And apparently Bryan and Zach came over to watch a fight btwn Ryan and Justin? I think they all are @ fault in some ways.
Taylor stayed the night @ my house last night. We went down to Emily's this morning b/c Dave invited me. Dave and Chris broke down to Boys Night Out in Dave's room. Funny stuff. David sat w/ me, Emily, Kim, and Taylor while we watched the dumbass show, "My Super Sweet Sixteen." I was more into the US Weekly magazine personally. David admitted that Laguna Beach looked like a good show. He's going to watch it w/ me as long as none of his friends find out. Ha. U know that u aren't crazy when even Dave says that our crew needs a reality show. He went off to work @ the Snappy Tomato and he's going to call me when he gets off. Ashley and Chris showed up and Kim's face turned as red as a fire hydrant. Just an observation.
♥ ash
When you wake up to white walls and endless halls
there's an emptiness that echoes through it all
so sit back in your bed, with your mind medicated
and your senses stuck on the sick sound of the dead
you call for the doctor, its all you've got anymore
he's the ticket to the life you had before
if I could just make him see that I don't need this
doctor, doctor what am I here for?
can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls, I'm no threat at all
Is there a way we could maybe, through therapy,
find a way to right and release me
I just need to be outside, even if supervised
back to my job, back to my life
yes I know what I've done and I regret it every day
if I could make things right, you know i'd find a way
but when I wake up to these white walls
and the endless halls of the hospital
I get lost in the emptiness
I've gone through it all
doctor I cant thank you enough
doctor you wont regret this
doctor, doctor what am I here for?
can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls, I'm no threat at all