Tonight is Prom for my sister!
Okay so a lot has changed since the last time I updated. As everyone, well for the most part everyone, knows, I will be expecting my first little bundle of joy at the end of the year. I am due December 15th and am so excited. I was a little uneasy about it at first, as anyone would be given the situation I am in but now I am okay. I was really worried about my parents finding out and what not but its okay now. Yes at first they were mad and disappointed but they have accepted it now and I think are okay with it. I am not going to say that they are excited about it just yet but its a freely talked about topic and thats okay. I am way excited though, I had my first real doctors appointment on the 31st and thats when it hit me. Seeing that little "blob" and hearing the heartbeat just made everything so real. Falling in love with something so tiny and someone that you've never met is completely amazing. This child is my entire life already and I am so in love with it that it brings tears to my eyes everytime I think about it. I know the situation is shitty and what not but I wouldn't change it for the world. I have the best of everything. I have the most amazing and loving family that anyone could ever ask for or want. I have beyond the greatest friends who would do anything in the entire world for me and I am carrying the most perfect and wonderful child in the entire world. Being pregnant has totally changed my outlook on life and my family. My family is everything to me and I am so thankful for every single one of them. The love that I already have for this baby is amazing. It is a feeling and a love that I never thought was possible. I am so excited and so scared at the same time. I am already 12 weeks into it although I think Im only 10 weeks maybe 10 1/2 weeks pregnant. They will know more when I go in on August 17th to find out what Im having. My mom and everyone wants to know but I dont want to, we'll see how that goes. Well thats about it for now with that.
Something just as exciting. . .MY SISTER IS AT PROM RIGHT NOW! How exciting is that? She looked absolutely gorgeous and I am not kidding. Her hair, make-up and everything was just perfect. She and Dom make the cutest damn couple and I pray to God that everything works out for them. He is a good guy and I know sooner or later she'll see it. Everyone in the prom party looked good, they're a good lookin group of kids. As for the amazingly awesome big sister, I went to their hotel room and did a few things for them! They'll be way excited thats for sure. Well Im off. . .gonna head to the hotel to hang out with them when they call. Take care ya'll!!
Richelle