So here it is. . .
So once again, it didnt work out. I tried and thats all that matters to me. I waited for him like I said I would but there isnt anything more that I can do. I just wish I wasnt so stupid. I knew it would happen, hell Kristen did too. We talked about it and I just feel so stupid and used right now its not even funny. he is just so hard to read and so complicating. He tells Kristen that he thinks he and I need to see less of each other and I have only seen him once since he got home a week ago and in his email to me before he left he said that I should be spending every free moment with him. Sounds to me like the boy is going crazy. Who knows it could be because Jessie, Stacie and Colleen are all in his life. Who knows though. I tried and did what I said I would do. Oh well. On a brighter note. . .only 8 more days till I leave for Tennessee/Florida. I am so excited. I havent been on a plane in like 10 years so that is exciting alone but I am so excited to see Carla and her family and meet Kate as well. I am beyond excited for Florida though. We are going to have so much fun!!!! No parents, no rules, just us and the beach. How exciting. Well I need to get ready for work. Have a fantabulous weekend ya'll.