I got new shoes!
Well today was my first day of my Tuesday/Thursday classes and they werent bad at all. There are some really cool people in my English class, this one lady was 37 and really nice. She is back to be a teacher. In my Media Communcations class, there is like 80% guys and the rest girls. It is going to be a fun class, our teacher is a hippie and he said fuck or fucker every other word, no joke.
My mom and I went shopping last night and it was fun. I got a lot of new things, 2 new pairs of shoes and like $160 worth of clothes. I still need to return all of my Christmas stuff though and do a little more shopping. We didnt quite make it to the mall, just to Tilly's and the shopping center in Santee, even though I hate to shop, it was a good time.
I have decided that instead of being pissed, complaining and wanting to seriously hurt someone over their stupid actions that I am just not going to let it get to me. I am a better person than that and I dont need to let people bring me down. I have heard it from many, many people, friends, family, guys, girls, everyone you could imagine and its just not worth it. Its not worth living your life and holding back things you want because of other people. I finally am realizing it and it feels good. I feel like Im breaking free of something that has kept me so locked down and in this little shell for so long. It feels good to get out, adventure to new places, experience new things and especially meet new people. Also, lately, I have realized that I am glad that I am smart. I am proud to know that everything I have in life and will have, I will work for and it wont just be handed to me by my parents. There is a reason why parents let their children struggle, its to make us stronger. If your parent or parents are always there to catch you when you fall, hand you everything you need, pay for everything etc. you're never going to grow up and be your own person. Parents do die, they arent here forever and what happens then? You're stuck! No more mommy and daddy to get you out of your problems and cover for you, pay for everything and so on. Yeah money is a lot but it can NEVER buy true happiness. College is great, sure does open your eyes to a lot. Well I am off to bed, I have to get up for class at 8 in the morning. Its supposed to rain tonight/tomorrow and possibly Thursday, how awesome huh? Well. . .Have a splendid night!
Richelle
36 DAYS!!!! I am beyond excited!