my dream
hey my dudes,
well here i am in class with nothing to do. i already finished my essay so i decided to come on here and update my journal. well i no a few of u r wondering wat i dreamt last nite and r dying to find out but im sry to disappoint you im not doing it this journal entry. hahahaha jk i wouldnt do that. well i would actually but thats beside the point. well here it is sooo u guys can stop iming mee.
well there i was just sittin on the fouton in our tv room wit my music on low and my computer making humming noises. i begin to think about stuff. stuff like my party my friends. how am i going to keep my friends if i can never hang out wit them. i hope they arent mad at me for last nite. dude wouldnt it really suck if i lost them. yeaaa i was thinking about all that and more then next thing i new i was faced by a door. (this i assume wen i fell asleep)
a door that i went up and knocked on. and a few mins after it opened. i was kinda scared to walk thru it. but then i got this feeling like it was ok and nothing was going to happen to me. i stepped thru and stopped. i was amazed at wat i was lookin at. i felt someone take my hand and began leading me somewhere. i slowly followed their lead. I soon ened up at this place where it looked familar. i new i seen it somewhere. it loooked like my gramps house back in greece. my guide felt me there. i went up to knock on the door but be4 i could it swung open.
there he was. all handsome and wat not. and all i could do was stand there and cry. i couldnt beleive it was him. after all these years it was him. i ran up to him and gave him a huge ass hugg. We hugged there for wat felt like a lifetime. I had soo many questions to ask him and soo many sorrys to tell him.
i began to speak but he said dont worry about it. i no ur sorry and i no u have missed me and blah blah blah (the blahs mean i cant remember). I then stopped. we went inside and we just sat down and talked about life. it was awsome to see him again. i never realized how much i have missed him till that very moment. I loved him sooooooooo much it was beyond belief.
well after that we went out and we chilled like we did i was younger. He took me too all my favorite places and we had a blast. To me wat felt like 4 hrs was actaully a great full day. I soon eneded back at his house and we again sat on his couch. he told me on how to behave, and to listen to my parents and my siblings. and not to fite. and to be the same loving person. Oh and to not mourn of your losses. it was ment to be ( he was referring to Nik D.). "i dont wanna leave u again. i will miss u soooo much." and of course he sed the corny shit like i will forever be in ur heart and here above watching over u. i leaned over and hugged him and cried. the next thing i new it was 630 am and i was on the fouton again.
i was like woahhh. that was awsome. I guess i should take his advice. be kind to others, love my family and friends, treat others like u would like to be treated. and stuff like that. Ohh and if u havent guessed a;ready this dream was about a visit to my gramps in heaven.
i no it semms corny and make beleive but it did happena and i dont give a shit who beleives it or not. He was one of the only ppl that actually cared about me and actually understood me. i wish it was real and i could have taken pics or something. but this dream will forever be in my mind. i miss him soo much and it still hurts to no that hes not coming back to me. but hey i guess u gotta move on in life rite.
well i better get going my classs is over. and on a quick note scottie we will be chilling on friday at 12 at ur cafe. lol
peace love and smiles.
~Litsa~
well here i am in class with nothing to do. i already finished my essay so i decided to come on here and update my journal. well i no a few of u r wondering wat i dreamt last nite and r dying to find out but im sry to disappoint you im not doing it this journal entry. hahahaha jk i wouldnt do that. well i would actually but thats beside the point. well here it is sooo u guys can stop iming mee.
well there i was just sittin on the fouton in our tv room wit my music on low and my computer making humming noises. i begin to think about stuff. stuff like my party my friends. how am i going to keep my friends if i can never hang out wit them. i hope they arent mad at me for last nite. dude wouldnt it really suck if i lost them. yeaaa i was thinking about all that and more then next thing i new i was faced by a door. (this i assume wen i fell asleep)
a door that i went up and knocked on. and a few mins after it opened. i was kinda scared to walk thru it. but then i got this feeling like it was ok and nothing was going to happen to me. i stepped thru and stopped. i was amazed at wat i was lookin at. i felt someone take my hand and began leading me somewhere. i slowly followed their lead. I soon ened up at this place where it looked familar. i new i seen it somewhere. it loooked like my gramps house back in greece. my guide felt me there. i went up to knock on the door but be4 i could it swung open.
there he was. all handsome and wat not. and all i could do was stand there and cry. i couldnt beleive it was him. after all these years it was him. i ran up to him and gave him a huge ass hugg. We hugged there for wat felt like a lifetime. I had soo many questions to ask him and soo many sorrys to tell him.
i began to speak but he said dont worry about it. i no ur sorry and i no u have missed me and blah blah blah (the blahs mean i cant remember). I then stopped. we went inside and we just sat down and talked about life. it was awsome to see him again. i never realized how much i have missed him till that very moment. I loved him sooooooooo much it was beyond belief.
well after that we went out and we chilled like we did i was younger. He took me too all my favorite places and we had a blast. To me wat felt like 4 hrs was actaully a great full day. I soon eneded back at his house and we again sat on his couch. he told me on how to behave, and to listen to my parents and my siblings. and not to fite. and to be the same loving person. Oh and to not mourn of your losses. it was ment to be ( he was referring to Nik D.). "i dont wanna leave u again. i will miss u soooo much." and of course he sed the corny shit like i will forever be in ur heart and here above watching over u. i leaned over and hugged him and cried. the next thing i new it was 630 am and i was on the fouton again.
i was like woahhh. that was awsome. I guess i should take his advice. be kind to others, love my family and friends, treat others like u would like to be treated. and stuff like that. Ohh and if u havent guessed a;ready this dream was about a visit to my gramps in heaven.
i no it semms corny and make beleive but it did happena and i dont give a shit who beleives it or not. He was one of the only ppl that actually cared about me and actually understood me. i wish it was real and i could have taken pics or something. but this dream will forever be in my mind. i miss him soo much and it still hurts to no that hes not coming back to me. but hey i guess u gotta move on in life rite.
well i better get going my classs is over. and on a quick note scottie we will be chilling on friday at 12 at ur cafe. lol
peace love and smiles.
~Litsa~