Mar 11, 2005 21:52
hey my dudes
sry i havent updated in a while. i been busy with work and stuff. but anyways i guess i been doin ok. i havent had any time to really have those hard look on my life. i just ddint have time. Well anyways i went out for the third time my vacation. Even if it wasnt with the person i wanted to be wit i still had fun. I was actually glad i went out wit this person. She really suprised me.
Well i guess i can let u on my secret person. I went out wit my older sister (the oldest of the kids)Anna. I no we really havent gotten along but she really really suprised me wen she asked me out. lol. We talked about guys, school, computers, aim friends, and regular friends. Me and her aree actually alot alike. We like the same stuff and i guess i just didnt no.
The number on thing that we talked about were my friends and how i miss being wit them. She really suprised me on this one. She really understood how i felt and how much i suffer wen i ask my parents to go out. She also noticed how my friends are basically my lifes happiness. That i have soo much fun wen im wit them and im the most happy as well. I was sooo happy someone was on my side in my family. She really never judge my friends and hated the fact i am in the house all the time. ( the main reason for our date tonite). she is gonna try and help me get my life back. I really really hope it works out.
I miss everyone soooooo much. Even the kids i see at work. i wish i could really just stand up and be fuck u guys im going out but im not that type of kid. i cant hurt my parents like that. plus im greek and i was brought up that way i guess. Granted i was the first with pretty much everything (boyfriend,date,kiss, ect)but hey i still believe in my cultural values. MY family thinks greek i think greek american. lol trust me theres a difference.
Well i g2g. it time for one of those hard look on life talks with my self. lol. Laterz dudes
love peace and PARTY
<3 Litsa