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wat up my dudes...
well i recently discovered that i didnt like myself. I was a different person then i was be4. so i decided to change. i sat my slef down on my bdd and really really thought about things that were going on. i thought about me, my friends, my family, school, my future and other stuff. and i came to a conclusion. and i think its a really good conclusion. Dude here it is...
the conclusion i came to after many hrs of just sittin there and thinkin wass that i was dwelling on the past and not lookin too the future. Dude wats done is done. the past is now history. the present and future is wat i got to worry about. Soooooooooooo i got up and went downstairs. I saw my parents just sittin on the couch watchin the tv. i went up to them and gave them each a hugg and a kiss. I also apologized to them. they probably thought i was on crack or somethin but hey its ok. lol. From now on i am going to be happy and out going and fun to be around. I will also be my normal humerous self.
I will not cut, smoke, burn, or anyhting of any nature to harm myself. If i am in a bad mood or if i am hurt i will go straight to my journal and write it all down. that way its out of my system and i can move on. Bottling up my emotions is wat got me to my past present state. i wont let that happen again. I was too miserable and depressed. i was an ugly kid.
well here is to the new me. i will try and be an optimist but being a pestimist my whole life its gonna be hard. ahhh well up for the challenge. Right now im in a really good mood. im really happy and ready to go and kick some yianni butt. lol snow ball fite.
im getting called out... yianni is ready to fite. i will try and update again soon. ttyl dudes
peace love and happiness
<3 Litsa
well i recently discovered that i didnt like myself. I was a different person then i was be4. so i decided to change. i sat my slef down on my bdd and really really thought about things that were going on. i thought about me, my friends, my family, school, my future and other stuff. and i came to a conclusion. and i think its a really good conclusion. Dude here it is...
the conclusion i came to after many hrs of just sittin there and thinkin wass that i was dwelling on the past and not lookin too the future. Dude wats done is done. the past is now history. the present and future is wat i got to worry about. Soooooooooooo i got up and went downstairs. I saw my parents just sittin on the couch watchin the tv. i went up to them and gave them each a hugg and a kiss. I also apologized to them. they probably thought i was on crack or somethin but hey its ok. lol. From now on i am going to be happy and out going and fun to be around. I will also be my normal humerous self.
I will not cut, smoke, burn, or anyhting of any nature to harm myself. If i am in a bad mood or if i am hurt i will go straight to my journal and write it all down. that way its out of my system and i can move on. Bottling up my emotions is wat got me to my past present state. i wont let that happen again. I was too miserable and depressed. i was an ugly kid.
well here is to the new me. i will try and be an optimist but being a pestimist my whole life its gonna be hard. ahhh well up for the challenge. Right now im in a really good mood. im really happy and ready to go and kick some yianni butt. lol snow ball fite.
im getting called out... yianni is ready to fite. i will try and update again soon. ttyl dudes
peace love and happiness
<3 Litsa