i cant pretend i dont care when you dont think about me, did u think i deserved this
you guys enjoy the new settings? i think its pretty cool, im still trying to figure out how to change my background tho, ive been trying for months, anyone have any idea please help me out.
what craziness has been going on with me, u ask? i dont even know where to start. well i joined the UGA women's crew team, didnt really know what i was getting myself into. I just went to the first day of tryouts, enjoyed the workouts so i kept going back- and lo and behold, three weeks later im competing in Chatanooga, TN against schools like Vandy, Berry, UNC, Oakridge (wtf), auburn, clemson, and alabama. the first two weeks were a lot of conditioning, e.g running, lots of running. We ran seven miles one afternoon- including a timed mile (a new PR for me- 6:40). everyone on the teams awesome, the rowing is so much fun- we are on the water at 6:00 am (flippin cold, lemme tell ya), it was 26 one mornin, there was thin sheet of ice on the water, i dont know why or how i do it, but i just do. Im up at 6:30 every morning, working out at ramsey or rowing on the water. Our first rigatta is in March, im excited, ive heard its quite an experience. this sport is just so different, but its great im really enjoying it so far! The guys on the team are great- definitely bonded with Joeseph (such a NICE guy), charlie, sean, and john. Joeseph even came to church with me today, it was so random, i was hanging out with them last night and i mentioned something about goin to church and he was like "ive never been to a greek orthodox church before" , so i took him. said he enjoyed it very much- im glad, i love sharing my faith with others.
ali and i have chem together this semester. its been good, we get annoyed of eachother only sometimes, :) but he's happy and im pretty sure i am also. wondering about that so called love life right? hey its okay, there's nothing to wonder about. Justin, the guy i had kinda something with totally sucks. Led me on like no other, and then nothing- stupid college booys. however, his bro who is a 21 year old med school student is apparently infatuated with me... and PHIL(ali's roommate), i mean geez, we were all hanging in their room drinking before going dancing and he kisses me like 4 times, it was so weird. i was just like "wha..." i wasnt drunk just out of it. he's been weird lately, he always wants me to come over and make out or somethin, i just laugh at him, you all know im NOT that kinda girl. I havent met a guy that I really liked yet, they all seem to be lacking :(...i think its all the alcohol.
That reminds me,
Lang contacted me the other day, it was well suprising yet annoying because thats all i got- i miss his friendship, and i miss him..im really trying to forget all the memories but anything and everything still reminds me of him. i wish i could just call him up, but i cant, its so stupid, im so retarded... lang i dont even know if you read this anymore, but you are still a part of my life whether you like it or not. i want to get together and just talk, like we used to behind the blockbuster, on the bed of your truck. i want to hear about all your stories and experiences again, i want late night phone calls until kat kicks us off the phone, i want to meet you in the cultesac (1,2) and listen to tunes in ur truck, i want to lie in your bed with your arms tighly wrapped around me, i want to learn to drive your car, i want to play with your puppies, i want to go to braves games, i want to go to the lake, i want to hug you and let you know that I've always cared, i want to feel like how i used to be when i was with you, i want to stop falling for you...
how hopeless am i...*SIGH*...poop on me
what craziness has been going on with me, u ask? i dont even know where to start. well i joined the UGA women's crew team, didnt really know what i was getting myself into. I just went to the first day of tryouts, enjoyed the workouts so i kept going back- and lo and behold, three weeks later im competing in Chatanooga, TN against schools like Vandy, Berry, UNC, Oakridge (wtf), auburn, clemson, and alabama. the first two weeks were a lot of conditioning, e.g running, lots of running. We ran seven miles one afternoon- including a timed mile (a new PR for me- 6:40). everyone on the teams awesome, the rowing is so much fun- we are on the water at 6:00 am (flippin cold, lemme tell ya), it was 26 one mornin, there was thin sheet of ice on the water, i dont know why or how i do it, but i just do. Im up at 6:30 every morning, working out at ramsey or rowing on the water. Our first rigatta is in March, im excited, ive heard its quite an experience. this sport is just so different, but its great im really enjoying it so far! The guys on the team are great- definitely bonded with Joeseph (such a NICE guy), charlie, sean, and john. Joeseph even came to church with me today, it was so random, i was hanging out with them last night and i mentioned something about goin to church and he was like "ive never been to a greek orthodox church before" , so i took him. said he enjoyed it very much- im glad, i love sharing my faith with others.
ali and i have chem together this semester. its been good, we get annoyed of eachother only sometimes, :) but he's happy and im pretty sure i am also. wondering about that so called love life right? hey its okay, there's nothing to wonder about. Justin, the guy i had kinda something with totally sucks. Led me on like no other, and then nothing- stupid college booys. however, his bro who is a 21 year old med school student is apparently infatuated with me... and PHIL(ali's roommate), i mean geez, we were all hanging in their room drinking before going dancing and he kisses me like 4 times, it was so weird. i was just like "wha..." i wasnt drunk just out of it. he's been weird lately, he always wants me to come over and make out or somethin, i just laugh at him, you all know im NOT that kinda girl. I havent met a guy that I really liked yet, they all seem to be lacking :(...i think its all the alcohol.
That reminds me,
Lang contacted me the other day, it was well suprising yet annoying because thats all i got- i miss his friendship, and i miss him..im really trying to forget all the memories but anything and everything still reminds me of him. i wish i could just call him up, but i cant, its so stupid, im so retarded... lang i dont even know if you read this anymore, but you are still a part of my life whether you like it or not. i want to get together and just talk, like we used to behind the blockbuster, on the bed of your truck. i want to hear about all your stories and experiences again, i want late night phone calls until kat kicks us off the phone, i want to meet you in the cultesac (1,2) and listen to tunes in ur truck, i want to lie in your bed with your arms tighly wrapped around me, i want to learn to drive your car, i want to play with your puppies, i want to go to braves games, i want to go to the lake, i want to hug you and let you know that I've always cared, i want to feel like how i used to be when i was with you, i want to stop falling for you...
how hopeless am i...*SIGH*...poop on me