She says she tired of life, she must be tired of something.
Today was fucking horrible for the most part. A lot of shit went down. I had a hangover and got in a fight with my dad, cried, then got into a fight with Kyle which made me cry more. So I was still crying when I got to work. Then I noticed Katie was coming in and I was like FUCK, seriously? So I begged Mich not to go home at 8 because Katie doesn't talk to me when she's around... So she promised me that Cynthia would take care of it. I managed to avoid Katie for most of the day but somewhere around 1030 I snapped on her. I just couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't take it today. She asked the same question a million times and wonders why I have an attitude. All 'don't snap at me.' I wouldn't snap at you if you didn't make me keep fucking repeating myself. Then I just fucking flipped and I was like 'You ask me the same question a million times a day and I give you the same fucking answer every god damn time.' and she was all like 'Okay, then I'll stop forever.' Like, five-year-olds talk like that. The human way to say it would be, 'I'll never do it, again.' Or maybe that's just me. Whatever. Then she clocked out at eleven and DIDN'T FUCKING LEAVE. Seriously. When I was at my register, she was standing there, when I walked to the front, she followed and stood next to me. So I was finally like, 'What?' and she was all 'I want to talk to you.' 'Katie, I'm working.' 'I want to say, 'bye.'' 'BYE!' Then she still didn't fucking leave. I eventually just ignored her, I don't know when she actually left but I hope she fucking leaves me alone finally. I'm tired of playing nice and I think it's fucked up that she's stringing along her boyfriend and I swear she lies all the damn time. Whatever.
The good thing that happened today, though, is Kevin texted me and did that whole apology thing which was really nice. 'Cause he's supposed to be my best friend and stuff. He says he'll call me Monday, but we'll see if he actually does. I hope so because I really did miss him. I'm not going to lie, it's impossible for me to hold a grudge and I forgave him a really long time ago. I just never said anything. It's especially impossible for me to stay mad at him. I think it'll just be good to catch up because I've missed a lot. A lot having to do with him AND GUP. >:[ Today was just weird.
Phantom lost her collar. It had a bell on it. Now I can't hear her coming and she scared the shit out of me every time. Little bitch. I told her she's not allowed to get big. I'm gonna make her a bonzai kitty. MEOW.
The good thing that happened today, though, is Kevin texted me and did that whole apology thing which was really nice. 'Cause he's supposed to be my best friend and stuff. He says he'll call me Monday, but we'll see if he actually does. I hope so because I really did miss him. I'm not going to lie, it's impossible for me to hold a grudge and I forgave him a really long time ago. I just never said anything. It's especially impossible for me to stay mad at him. I think it'll just be good to catch up because I've missed a lot. A lot having to do with him AND GUP. >:[ Today was just weird.
Phantom lost her collar. It had a bell on it. Now I can't hear her coming and she scared the shit out of me every time. Little bitch. I told her she's not allowed to get big. I'm gonna make her a bonzai kitty. MEOW.