Maybe if you could take a look at yourself lately
I'm still waiting on pictures from Scott. Le sigh. Katie came over last night after work and like, wouldn't leave. Pretty lame. She was here till like 1230 and kind of invited herself in. "Oh, I want to see Phantom since she's kind of my cat, too." Okay, look, you just held her for me so no one else would take her while I was waiting to get off work. That was like, a half hour, kay? Do you pay for her food, her toys, her vet visits, her liter? Anything? No? Ohhhh, okay, so how is she partially yours? Right. She isn't. While we're on the topic of Phantom, let's talk about how she thought it was an awesome idea to PISS ON MY BED at SEVEN THIS MORNING despite being ENTIRELY liter box trained. W.T.F. My leg ran through it and I sat up faster than... something that can sit up REALLY fast. I stripped my bed and laid a folded sheet over the pee part because, fuck if I'm going to stop sleeping just because my kitten is stupid. :[
I don't know why everyone calls me, of all people, to find out what other people in my family are doing. Like any of them talk to me. My mom actually called me yesterday to ask if my brother was working and I was like, how should I know? I see him even less than you do. Seriously. And she put my name and number in the RSVP part for the baby shower invitations. Like, really? No thanks for totally asking me if it was okay. Because, you know, I totally don't think that Mark likes to dig through peoples trash and see if he can find things about me. No, really, I actually think he does. And if he sees those invitations, what if he thinks it's MY baby? Do they say Melissa's baby shower on them? He might even over look that. The last thing I need is my crazy ex boyfriend to show up at my house all like... OH hey yeah heard you were pregnant and stuff WHY DONT YOU LOVVEEE MEEE. Ugh. GTFO. I hate him. Sure, I haven't heard from him since around Valentines day and I lied and told him I was engaged, but that might just add to the problem. He still scares the shit out of me. I hope he reads this.
My room smells like a pastry from the fact that I have a MILLION vanilla candles laying around. HEY have you ever heard of a Mamoncillo? They're actually a fruit from like, the Dominican Republic. They're REALLY FUCKING GOOD. Thanks Desiree for making me addicted. :'[ Now I won't have money to buy redbull since they cost the same amount. But to be fair, I get more mamoncillo for my money than redbull. Tonight I'm taking Javi out to dinner. Because Friday is her birthday! She's finally catching up. ;] Though, in six months she'll be behind again. Poor Javi.
Moving right along. The other day, my mother and I got into a fight. As it turns out, her late nights at work are not just because she HAS to stay. Actually, part of it has to do with the fact that Sonya - Dad's exgirlfriend - called him on Father's day and she found out! Then she proceeded to tell me that she might move out again. Honestly, I don't know who to be more upset with. Probably my mom. She doesn't believe him that he doesn't talk to her and she only called to wish him a happy fathers day. And okay, I guess I can see her point. But I believe him. Maybe it's just hope. But most of all it's fact. I was the only one in the house with my dad for a loooong time. I can honestly say, I never saw her, she maybe BARELY ever called and dad never went to see her. I just wish, for once, my parents could be NORMAL. I mean, fuck, they spent six years destroying each others lives, and destroying Derek and my life. Then they were like HEY!! let's get back together. And now that everything seemed to be okay, they were like oh, well we need some more drama.
My mom didn't understand why I got upset. Whatever mom. We haven't talked about it since.
In other news, the baby shower is going suck because Mom has yet to get her ass in gear and the shower is on Saturday. Go. Mom. So far she's gotten the cake. That's it.
And it's just occurred to me that next month Kyle and I will have been dating a year and our families have yet to meet.
Maybe that's for the best.