dying working student....
hafta find a dorm soon....or else the day might come when you'd just see me lying dead in the middle of mendiola or espana..hehe....seriously! i feel like i'm a walking dead, especially in the morning..this is my fourth week at work, and honestly, i'm rather surprised how i've survived so far..God's providence, i guess..
the thing though is that everything suffers..my grades, my health..and i realized just this morning, even my work itself..second day in a row that i'm late for work..not good....haaaaaaaaaaaay....
but i shouldn't be complaining....cause this is what i want, right?..i don't wanna give up on law school, and i love my work! besides, i could already feel that ever-elusive independence in my own hands! it's like the feeling of the philippines during the latter years of the american occupation..almost there, but not quite..stupid japanese..why did they have to get into the picture?..why did the filipinos have to suffer big time under the japanese army before they were finally able to claim independence?..
following this analogy....does this mean i have to suffer right now as well?..do i really hafta go through such hell just to be able to, once and for all, have my dream of indepenndence?..if so, then i guess i'll just hafta continue on relying on divine intervention..sabi nga ni dar, "believe"! i just hope that this "believe" doesn't have a prescription period.. after all, God never stops loving us, right?....so help me God..=)
oh and ya....i'm missing someone..i know i shouldn't but i actually am..wish i'd get to see her real soon..=)
the thing though is that everything suffers..my grades, my health..and i realized just this morning, even my work itself..second day in a row that i'm late for work..not good....haaaaaaaaaaaay....
but i shouldn't be complaining....cause this is what i want, right?..i don't wanna give up on law school, and i love my work! besides, i could already feel that ever-elusive independence in my own hands! it's like the feeling of the philippines during the latter years of the american occupation..almost there, but not quite..stupid japanese..why did they have to get into the picture?..why did the filipinos have to suffer big time under the japanese army before they were finally able to claim independence?..
following this analogy....does this mean i have to suffer right now as well?..do i really hafta go through such hell just to be able to, once and for all, have my dream of indepenndence?..if so, then i guess i'll just hafta continue on relying on divine intervention..sabi nga ni dar, "believe"! i just hope that this "believe" doesn't have a prescription period.. after all, God never stops loving us, right?....so help me God..=)
oh and ya....i'm missing someone..i know i shouldn't but i actually am..wish i'd get to see her real soon..=)