Sep 30, 2004 23:17
Well i started my diet on Monday and so far so good. I really dont have a problem eating like this when we have groceries but when there isnt much of a selection at home it can get pretty bad let me tell ya. Today I ate like a king compliments of Wal-Marts deli department. I bought myself one of those rotisserie whole chickens and boy did I get stuffed. I was tempted to buy myself some shrimp but it takes overnight to thaw and I was hungry NOW!!! I am a piggy but at least its letting me lose weight though so I'll be alright. I've already lost 12 lbs and I'm starting to fit into pants that I could not fit into! WOO HOOOOO so things are obviously going good with that. Now my liver can function properly and I wont be so darn lethargic all the time.
English class is reall kicking my butt though, this research paper we are doing is costing me blood, sweat, and tears (not the band) Sometimes I wish I could just drop out of school and do music full time but I know thats not a very wise decision because music is not a for sure thing and I need to have something to fall back on incase my music plan doesnt work. I just want to be able to provide for my family and be a good father/husband. But I love to play music so I really want to play play play!! I guess i'll have to wait and see what God has in store for the 'ol Grizzlybearface caca (crystal calls me caca now) Pappos and I had a great talk the other night and we are doing great, I needed to hear some stuff that I was not taking into account and I have totally changed my perception on the whole relationship. I am going to be a better fiance simply because the communication between Crystal and I was magnificent! I miss her so much and I'm totally excited to see her next weekend. I'm going to pick her up at the airport then off to lunch, then hang out all day before I have to go set up at the Velvet Rose Lounge to play a kick ass show for my babyface lover face. 3 dollar cover will be implemented so hopefully a lot of people go so I can make a lot of money to support our lavish weekend of fun and games. I know one thing that when Crystal and I have fun it can get pretty expensive, especially since Crystal loves to ride around in Limousines all night, and drink King Loui the VIII!!!! its a 100 dollars a shot!!! hahaha. HOpefully someday I'll have the cash to really take her out on the town and have a good time once in a while. It would be so wastefull if we did that often. My throat has been feeling a big under the weather lately and i'm scared that it wont be up to Par by Saturday for the show. Right now its starting to feel fine so maybe it will get perfect for me to try and sing some tunes. I hope it doesnt rain us out and get too cold. People will start leaving and throwing coffee cups at us, I'll laugh and be sad at the same time. Gosh Darn it I am having such bad gas!!! I keep farting right here in my computer chair and it travels up to my face and clouds my nostrils for about 3 minutes every time I fart!!! I dont understand what the deal is, I guess it must be the eggs I had this morning cuz the gas smells like eggs hahahah. I am looking forward to taking Crystal and our friends to the Corn Maize again next weekend. I had so much fun last fall, and it was funny cuz I pretended to propose to Crystal and she really thought I was going to but I said just kidding and she got all sad and stabbed me through the right shoulder with a sharpened corn stalk.I actually almost bled to death, I would've died if it wasnt for those pesky little Gofers that carried me off and mended me. They let me live underground with them for about a month before I escaped to my regular human life. Well I've been writing a long time cuz i'm bored and Crystal is off shooting a movie with her boyfriend Angelo!! OH WOW!! peace be unto you all!!
Crytals Grizzly bear