boredddddd
yeah. i happen to be bored as fucking FUCK with nothing to do except maybe go out and smoke...which i'm gettting kinda sick of.
ha literally. its so bad .
bad habits. thats what i thrive on, is bad habits. i've never beeen this fucked up ,and i kinda enjoy it , but sometimes i kinda DONT because i know i'm fucking up my life too much and the more i fuck wtih it, the more its falling deeper and deeeper into a black hole thats relaly hard to get out of.....
i'm thinkin right now, just about the decisions that i've made in the past and how fucking stupid they really were... ohh man i relaly regret some things.
most of all, i feel empty nowadays.
and i know why i feeel empty, all my closest friends know it too, they know what happened, they've beeen here for me, so i'm very thankful to have them..
love you all!!
i'll go into more detail later,.... this was just to pass the time until i found something fun to do. i still haven't found something fun, but whatever. i'm sick of being on the computer..my eyes are tired, i have a fucking headache. so yeah . goodnite all
ha literally. its so bad .
bad habits. thats what i thrive on, is bad habits. i've never beeen this fucked up ,and i kinda enjoy it , but sometimes i kinda DONT because i know i'm fucking up my life too much and the more i fuck wtih it, the more its falling deeper and deeeper into a black hole thats relaly hard to get out of.....
i'm thinkin right now, just about the decisions that i've made in the past and how fucking stupid they really were... ohh man i relaly regret some things.
most of all, i feel empty nowadays.
and i know why i feeel empty, all my closest friends know it too, they know what happened, they've beeen here for me, so i'm very thankful to have them..
love you all!!
i'll go into more detail later,.... this was just to pass the time until i found something fun to do. i still haven't found something fun, but whatever. i'm sick of being on the computer..my eyes are tired, i have a fucking headache. so yeah . goodnite all