It's Been Awhile...

[grizzly69]

It's been such a long time since I've seen this screen... A lot has happened since I last wrote - the main thing being that I met Ethan, my biological father, for the first time in my life. He gave me a call Thursday and said I could meet up with him at the job site - how in the world could I turn down the first chance of my life to meet who

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[anonymous]

ok baby, i shit you not, you totally took my breath away with what you said. while i regain composure, i just want you to know that however much you love me, you can guarentee i love you just as much. it hasnt even been 4 months since we met but all i can say is we've got some major chemistry. ashley asked me tonight if i knew you and i would have something special from the moment i met you, and upon reflection, i realized that i did feel something going on with us from the moment i saw you. sounds hella cheesey but its how i felt. and while i was having these feelings, i still had a boyfriend! i can still remember driving home from eastside on that first night, thinking "damn this boy is gonna stir things up". i knew that as chris and i were falling apart, i was getting close to someone who is perfect for me. i am so glad that we met. thank the lord for jeffrey alans. you somehow managed to break all the rules, baby. you made me realize chris wasnt right for me, and i needed freedom. then i swore id be single for awhile. then we got close but i swore we wouldnt get too serious. but somehow, you got through all that and i totally fell for you. i mean people are right, we are attached at the hip! we just fit together. the way you hold me, the way we think, we can practically read each others thoughts. but the excitement could never wear off. im in this for the long haul. dont worry about the future. just enjoy what we have right now- beautiful love. and thats all that matters. we just belong together. its as simple as that. i love your morals and how they are the same as mine, how your stance on drugs wont change when it seems like everyone around us is smoking pot (fucking asshole chris). i love how you make me feel, i love the way you let yourself go and act goofy the way "others" wouldnt have approved of, because you know ill be by your side, just as crazy and dorky as you. i love your morals and how close you are with your family. you do realize that 2 of your big "lovey" moments were in the company of your baby sister. i think that says a lot about how important she is to you. and the fact that she approves of me (and she clearly knows what girls are good and bad for her brothers), it must mean we should be together. im so damn happy. i practically live at your house, yet as soon as i finally leave for the night, i anticipate the next day so i can be there again. you are just everything i want in a guy. i just cant get over how well me complement each other. i really sincerely hope we last for a long time. i promise to keep my flirting to a minimum, as long as you promise to never change, and continue to be the best guy i know. so lets put our past where it belongs, not dwell on the future, and enjoy every second we have together. i love you so damn much bradley andrew! and now you and never bitch about not commenting on this thing. cuz this is a long ass reply if you ask me! love always, your boo-boo kitty fuck / kool aid