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One benefit of having a boyfriend:
They give you the confidence you need to accomplish anything.
Right now I feel very alone and vulnerable... and scared as shit.
I'm a stronger person than this! What the hell is wrong with me? I should be able to get through this. Y'know that fear that you get right after a break up? That you lost the only person who will ever love you as much as they did? And then you wonder if you'll EVER find love again? Well I'm definately definately experiencing those feelings. And I know it's stupid. I know I'll be okay. But still... life is looking grim for the next few months.
Last time we broke up we were SURE we weren't going to get back together. And I was SURE that I was over him. 3 months later, I took one look at him and realized that those things that I was "SURE" about were total and complete bull shit.
I'm afraid that it's going to happen again.
They give you the confidence you need to accomplish anything.
Right now I feel very alone and vulnerable... and scared as shit.
I'm a stronger person than this! What the hell is wrong with me? I should be able to get through this. Y'know that fear that you get right after a break up? That you lost the only person who will ever love you as much as they did? And then you wonder if you'll EVER find love again? Well I'm definately definately experiencing those feelings. And I know it's stupid. I know I'll be okay. But still... life is looking grim for the next few months.
Last time we broke up we were SURE we weren't going to get back together. And I was SURE that I was over him. 3 months later, I took one look at him and realized that those things that I was "SURE" about were total and complete bull shit.
I'm afraid that it's going to happen again.